Dear Santa...

Dear Santa, I wish that you will give us all the gift of good health for our dearest ah ma.. Hope that the new year will be a better one. This year is really a hectic and bad one...

如果。。。

如果我诚心向上天祈祷，他们听得见吗？我的愿望会实现吗？

Exams finally ended yesterday. It was a real hectic and tiring semster. I am still so bothered over the mistakes I made. I really worked hard for this semster, I really hope I can score well. Now it's time to think of the modules to choose.. Hmm.. Stats or DE. They are modules I took this semster and I have to choose one of them before results are released. All thanks to the stupid youth olympics.. Everything is in a mess..

I shall enjoy my short holiday. Really wanna leave Singapore. Waiting for koi and tip top.. :D

Different stages in life

Life is a cycle. Cycle keeps repeating and is continuous.

Going through different stages of life is hard. But as one stage is completed, look back and give a sigh of relief.

Recently I just completed my contract at a tuition center. It's always sad to leave people who you have worked hard building relationships with. But, looking back, I am glad that I am free and from my own view, I think I did a perfect job!

Anyway, I am quite worried over Daddy. He has been complaining about his leg pain which affect his walking. & still, he wants to go bowling. I have said before, I am always sad that Daddy has to still work so hard at this age. I hope I can graduate soon and help with the expenses..

A long entry..

Hehehe.. I am going to type a long & crappy entry.. Yy?? Coz i wana practice typing fast on iphone. Hmm.. It has been a long time since my last entry?? I am facing stress in life again.. It is a torture & i am still convincing myself to take the positive side.. What if i am born rich?? What kind of different problems will i have?? How to spend my money?? Spending money make me feel good. Make me feel i do have a life afterall.. Make me know that i did work hard & get something in return. If only money is a little less important, life will be a little better.. Last week of holidays & i am already feeling all the stress from school. Time really flies..



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Shopping~

I wana go shopping! I dun wana go rot there!

At times, life is really hard. No matter how hard u try to work, it always turns out the negative. Sometimes i m really tired when i start thinking back. I can juz tell myself, nv regret, juz bang myself & move 4ward. Life's hard anyway..


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The unfair world

Saw two men who were so happy just with two small cakes they have bought for dinner, my heart dropped. People say that humans are the smartest animals. I think otherwise. Humans are the stupid-est, living in a world where money is the king.
I love taking long bus rides with music blasting in my ears. I love taking my time to walk each step, while I'm under the umbrella on a rain day.


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Happy Daddy's Day

This page is specially delicated to my dearest daddy. Thanks for working so hard to raise me up. Always feel so sad that you still have to work and be so stress at this age. Endure for 3 years more & I'll save you from all the work stress! I pray and hope that work will be better for you. I'll always be your precious daughter who you can be pround of.. :) Happy Father's Day Daddy!


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Money or enjoyment??

I am in the state of distress again.. Money has again lost it's importance over the mundane life. I start to think why I have to work so hard for money again. I really wanna spend my days in shopping malls, have nice food and hang out with friends. I am real tired. Enjoyment is the most important thing to me now. But money always has the power to make it a different answer when you start to think back and be filled with regret. I hate money!

Young..

I have watched 6 korean dramas in this 2 weeks! Omg~ too many korean dramas bring me into wonderland. Will i stay young if i keep thinking that i am 18? Age is just a number after all. But life is really getting boring at this time. Shall stop here..


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Time flies like crazy

It's the first day of June 2010 already.. We are at the mid point of yet another year.. Time really flies like crazy. One more month of holiday.. I wana get out of this country! Have been staying at home most of these days with korean dramas.. Now in Oh! My Lady world with Siwon... =D

P.S. No matter how hard I work, I never get out of here. I am real tired. Always back into square one..

Feeling so lousy

When things go wrong, they all go wrong together, causing people to lose all the will.. I'm feeling so lousy that I am once again back to my own world. I realise that it has been easy to get into my world now that no one really cares and contact me anymore.. Maybe i should just stay here and never get back into reality. Life's really hard..


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好不好

今天问了妹妹一个问题。 ＂为什么你对我这么坏，我还对你这么好？＂妹妹很生气地挖出所有我对她不好的时候来反驳。我想了想，妹妹为什么会这么自我？问题的重点应该是在＂对我好＂，而不是在＂对她坏＂吧~


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献给亲爱的妈妈

母亲节是妈妈的日子，我要把特别的这天献给我最爱的妈妈。谢谢妈妈把我带到这残酷的世界，但给我无比的爱，是我的力量，让我活了20年。妈妈谢谢你~

旭旭变谐星啦~

人缘不好

人缘不好 or i'm tinking too much? I hope is e latter.. Aneway, i'm feeling super low nw.. I hope i can get better n start wif my wrk, if nt i'll realli die..


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超级变变变 （棒棒堂版）

Birthday wants!!

Birthday greetings from the different organisations keep coming in since 1st Apr~ My birthday is indeed coming.. Hehe.. Can I list my wants?? Yes!

Madeleine's wants & had alrd requested someone to buy for her (I don't mind more than a set):
1) Bag for school
2) Travel cultery
3) Foldable unbrella

Madeleine's wants & still no one plan to buy for her:
1) Backpack
2) Menicure vouchers
3) Hello kitty stero
4) Love life tee
5) Any Hello kitty items =D

No more iphone case and note books please~ Hehe.

可爱的阿緯~

Wat shd i do??

Had algebra test 2dae.. So regret tat i din studi much.. Coz e test wasnt diff, all e quest r fr e tut.. Bt i din do my tut, so conclusion i duno how 2 do..

Tok abt him wif sum 1 2dae.. N sudden i miss him so much again.. I tink i'm going crazy. Yest was his bdae.. Was too busy 2 bother 2 drop him a msg.. Tinking of sending him an ecard 2dae.. Wonder if i shd.. It has been so long. Its reali time i totally giv up.. Will he b waiting 4 my wishes?? i wonder n wonder..

On my way hm fr sch nw. Ace was interesting. Had treasure hunt! Wana nap a while on train. Nid energy 2 rush 4 tuition. Tata~


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Sessy~

Saving trouble.

To save all my dearest frens hu care to noe more abt my life, i'm gonna save u fr all e trouble n remove e login page.. Haha.. I realise when i blog using my phone, i'm super lazy to use eng.. All my shorts appear again.. Anw, reali a super hectic 2 wks n at last its fri!! 1 more tut in 10 hrs time n my wk end of lesson plan is here!! I'm gonna wrk on my maths tut nw at dis hr, juz 4 dr zhao.. Tata~


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Shitty day

Rahhhhh.. Y m i so enthu 2dae, a mon, n cum an hr earli 2 sch??!! Thx 2 all e probs created by uncaring pp.. I m super affected! I shall shut up n find a plc 2 studi.. Zzzz..


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Life's nt tat gr8 aft all

Can all e idiotic tutors juz let me off n allow me 2 enjoy CNY? Can my dumb n shitty sis jus let me off n allow me 2 enjoy CNY?? Can all e misery juz pause n allow me 2 enjoy CNY?? I'm super nt in e mood on e 1st dae of CNY,. Nth more 2 rant.. Life sucks afterall..


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I hate myself!!

My mum has dis habit of waking us up super early in e mornings.. So dis morning, i juz tot it's still earli, since my alarm hav nt rang.. Sense sth was nt rite coz i waited n my alarm still did nt ring.. Woke up, check e time, it's 7!! Omg! I'm late.. (2 tink my less is @ 0830) so i rush like mad (i'm 1..), super pissed tat i hav 2 sit like a gd girl on train n do nth.. So hope tat i can teleport or mak e train fly.. Bt phew, saw 199 n rush 4 it, my fren hus supposed 2 let e tutor noe i'm late is in e bus too.. So afterall i'm nt tat late, bt i'll still b late.. Hope it'll b a gr8 dae ahead! Bus is going in2 sch @ last.. Tata-


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Don't assume tat u noe me tat well!!

I hav tonnes of wrk.. So i'm going 2 do a quick post via my phone.. My beloved phone!! Haha.. Tat's nt e whole pt.. I jus hav a new yr resolution.. I m going 2 b a super quiet n anti-social person in sch.. I jus super hate it tat dose pp assume tat dey noe me very well when dey'r nt even on my fren list. (oops.. Tat's childish..) anw, dey dun even noe me enough 2 label me.. Even my frens 4 10 yrs dun label me!! I jus hate dem tat dey like 2 grade me dwn n mak me feel inferior... Rahhhh.. I nid 2 rant!!! Wher's shawn???


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Super selfish

I have been so busy with school. I think my blog is going to be idle for a while. I really can't stand my sis. She's super selfish! She can wake me up from my sleep just because she couldn't sleep and my phone rang twice. She wake me up to off my phone! Omg.. If it's me, I'll just do that myself.. And now, she's her com no batt., mine too. I had to switch off 4 a while to plug in mine. She can say her com very low batt and wants me to plug it back. She's super selfish. All she think about is herself, herself and herself!

Love Life~

Weird weird day

Fell down in school today. It all happened too fast. I am not sure how I fell but I just ended up on the floor. Lucky I am already at the 2nd last step of the long flight of stairs to the canteen. But my leg is aching now. Cannot exert pressure. Maybe what Nas was saying today is right. Everything in life is destinated. Just like the uncle who was knock down by car at my area. He just died like this. He was still telling his daughter-in-law he was alright after the accident when the medics were attending to him. Tiring long day today. I am going to sleep!

Long long day..

Woke up at 7am today just as it started raining. So forced myself to enjoy the nice weather to sleep by sleeping for an hour more. Dragged myself to prepare for school at 8am. Super nice weather to travel. =D I like rainy days! So was in purple for Nas! Happy 22th birthday! Then had lunch in school, had cupcake from Nas, met Shiling, had yuan yang at a HK cafe, watch 听说 while wanting to puke, shop for hours at orchard, met my sis and back home!

听说 is really nice! 彭于晏 is super handsome! First time I went for moive with Ling without any food or drinks. I bought crocs flip-flops! I am thinking of investing in an iphone.. Hmm.. Can't think le.. Tata~

It's so COOL!

Do watch 2010-01-14 我愛黑澀棒棒堂: 誰才是新的亞洲舞王 羅志祥!

Nightmare

Thinking too much really make dreams. I dreamt of him yesterday, due to his reply. It's a super nightmare, coz I actuualy dreamt of him cheating on me. Why I already halfway moving on and all this had to happen all over again?

School is hectic currently. I am already flooded with assignments in this 1st week. I hope this sem will pass super soon. Coz I hate this sem.. Tata~ off to see them dance in bbt..

我最爱的蔡旻佑！

Time for sleeping beauty to wake up

Sleeping beauty didn't want to wake up because she's in such a nice dream. But one day, the dream turn out to be a nightmare, she had to wake up in fright. There's no prince and of course no kiss.

I hate the way I had to be normal and cherry in front of you. You are my dearest company, the people who loved me the most, the people who understand me the most. I like it when I spend time with you. You make me forget about all the unhappiness and that jerk. I just hate myself for being such a fool. Into the twenties and never getting any smarter..

虎牙 納豆 - 藝人共舞

意外和刚好

原来偶像剧里的意外和刚好，在现实生活中是不存在的。不管你有多想，不管是第几次的偷偷哭泣，意外和刚好都不会发生。你不说出来，没有人会知道你的心里话，没有人会知道你有多想，多痛，流了多少泪。。。


如果我不说话，你要永远保持沉默吗？

It's a small small world..

It's a wonder to see how your friends from two different groups are linked by this one stranger on facebook.

First "school day" of 2010 was greeted by a heavy downpour while I am trying hard to get back to sleep. (Hehe. Can't bear to not make use of the good weather, since it's my precious one week before school starts.) Have a fun time in school kids!

I love to take long walks and have the abundant time talking to my loved ones. This is what me and my sisters like to do. Yesterday I had long walks with my mei again. I think this is the second time in the holidays. I like it better when we all three sisters can spend this time together. (I know, I can't be selfish. My jie is super busy. But, I still can't control myself to stop missing her.) I went out with mama to do some shopping. It's kind of a torture. She just can't walk with me. I am tired. Off to let the music blast me off~

OMG! My small cousins are attending secondary school already. It's 10 years back since my 1st day of sec sch.. =X

Killing my brain cells..

I am starting to think again, the purpose of my existance in this world. Sometimes, it may not be me who wants to go into my own world, but I am just forgotten and left behind alone. Maybe nobody remembers me, my gone=nothing.