我恨死她了！

我恨死她了！我恨死她了！我恨死她了！我恨死她了！为什么她就不能把给妹妹的关怀和疼爱分我一点呢？为什么什么都是我的错呢？为什么每次一到妹妹的事，我就会变成她眼中的坏人呢？我想活下去的理由是越来越少了，谁来救救我呢？我真得很怕很怕，有一天我再也没有活下去的勇气了。我真的好乱好乱，谁能了解我的痛苦？谁能让我活下去？我快疯了！

I am super devil

My one & only christmas gift from jie.

I am super DEVIL!! Hehehe.. Yups. I gave 2 person morning call today.. =X Let's start from 7am. So i woke up to go Innova. Haha. Don't worry, I am not crazy for school. My sis PAE went into Innova. She had to go for a subject talk, so me & mama accompany her there since she don't know her way. Mama actually went into LT1 for the talk with her, leaving me alone to look here & there, all memories!! OMG! I really miss school life in innova. (Without the studying part though. =x) So, I called lover. Ha. Victim no. 1. Victim no. 2 is weiyi. Hee. Sorry girls. I just got the urge to call.. Went little enen house play with her too. She's so cute. (Plus a bit screw loose, coz she was giving out evil laughters.) Then we went causeway point shop shop, bought lots of stuffs.. (happy!) We had Yoshinoya for lunch. Mum's 1st time eating food from there.

Time really files. Imagine the time when I need to study in a half built JC. Now, IJC is going to receive it's 4th batch. No more muddy paths, "raining" tunnels. I just wish to enjoy one more day in IJ with all beloved 05S71.

Notice: My phone is crazy! It will just auto-off itself at times. If you cannot get me, just call my house like someone. Get me a new phone!! Hee. Sorry to that someone that I was too tired to go shopping with you. But we sure must meet up soon ya~

Today is super loved sis's chinese birthday. She's going out with her friends on her actual birthday, so my family celebrated her birthday today instead. Happy Birthday!

Sis's birthday.. (Should be 28 dec..)

Black forest ice-cream (Yum Yum!)

Hehe. I came home and saw my teddys in this weird poses. So I took a picture of cute them. (Domino is calling for help!)

Super Long Day

Yesterday was a super long day for me.. Fell dead asleep when I climbed into bed. So, recap. I woke up at 8am. Went to grandma house at 10am, so 'qiao' that xiao yi & 3rd aunt families all reach at the same time. We brought little enen to play at the playground, then we went back, then we went out again to packet food. Then all we little kids rushed to kbox. Yay yay!! Kbox!! Singing singing. Yu Xian went with us this time round. There were my sis, me, adeline, gary, yu xian & eileen.. Have loads of fun with you guys.. Cya next year. We shall have a cousins outing soon.. =D We went to food street to eat after that and me n sis sent yu xian home. We reach home at 10 plus. Wow! More than 12 hours out.. Today going stay home rest.. Merry Christmas!! (Where's my pressie?? =X) Tata~

冬至快乐!!!

冬至快乐!! 大家老了一岁了, 要吃多一点汤圆哦- 感受一下家庭的温暖, 甜甜的爱. 我家有好多好多汤圆哦, 我应该吃20粒汤圆了吧, 好老哦~ 吃汤圆吃汤圆.... =D

My 160th post!!

WOW!! My 160th post.. Hehe. Christmas christmas.. Where is my christmas pressie?? I'm having the urge of receiving one.. Everywhere in christmas season. So envious seeing people receiving christmas pressie. I don't mind a cheap one, but can I have one please?? =X hehe. So my house got new tv today. Yups. Big splurge, a 42 inch Plasma TV which cost about $2000. Hmm.. Look really odd in my house. My living room is now in a big mess.. Some sort of is because of the king tv. I did lots housework today. Notice: I AM SO SORRY! BUT I'M SO NOT GOING TO APPEAR ON SUNDAY TO ICE-SKATE.. (I'm going k-box.. Hee.) Tata~ I'm tired and dusty.. Going shower after my show..

Sorry

I said to myself that I will change. I would not do it again. But I did it again. I made a mistake, without trying hard what I promised myself. I am so sorry I didn't let it know. I feel this is the best. I am so sorry.

Hady won the Asian Idol yesterday.. Me & sis were still saying that he might not win as other countries got a greater population, and sure will have more voters than us. But he won! How he did it..
Today, went out with wei & ling. We went to watch Alvin & the chipmunks. Nice nice show. The chipmunks are really cute. But in the chipmunks world, there is also a main actor, which is Alvin. So, there must always be a leading character wherever you are huh? What a stress world~ Had fun with them. Talked a lot as usual, but most of the time, hmm.. we are eating!! Ha. I am growing fat & i ate so much. Especially the pancakes.. SO OILY and eaten after 9!! OMG!! Ling, I am on diet!! Hehe. Love you two so much!! We shall meet up again with dor & wy.. hmm.. Next year?? So fast another year going to be over soon. I wasted one year, I really pray hard & wish & hope that I will get useful next year in 2008. Cya then~

Christmas Greetings.. Thanks!!

Me with the oily fried pancakes at Thai Express

Nice nice us.. (Visit my photo albums for more photos.)

Cooking cooking~

Thanks loads to my student mama. Haha. She very cute, actually treat me Walls blackforest ice-cream drum stick yesterday. It's still in my freezer. Don't bear to eat.. Today, I went to market to buy loads of stuffs. Super heavy!! (But i managed to carry them all back.) Did some cooking with mama.. Enough food to cook for next three days too.. I bake something too.. It turn out very nice.. We all like it!! Next time got chance will bake some for you on request.. ;) I going toilet le.. Tata~


Super nice early Christmas Chocolates~



Quick Shortbread I baked~

Sadded+rainy weather=SLEEP!!

Just now lily called and told me the light-up angel is out of stock!! So sad. Nice flower actually wanted to get me one. ='(

Raining raining~

Hello!! I am super sleepy now. Plus rainy day, double sleepy!! I hope I'll get assignments soon. So got money can buy things. Hmm.. Nothing much to tell you all about. Enjoy the pics~ Tata~


Cute little cake pouch (my sis's)

Lollipop's new style





Lollipop at 44th Golden Horse award

Construction=Arghhhhhhhhh!!!

A sunny morning, but is it going to be a rainy afternoon?? There seems to be dark clouds wandering about.. I hope tomorrow will be a sunny morning too=good sign.
I am going crazy from all the noise and air pollution from the construction. Seriously I think they intend to tear down the whole Ang Mo Kio.
News news!! Haha. I just know yesterday that my grandmother's birthday is the same as my 3rd aunt's. What's more?? My mum also only know it yesterday that her sis and mum birthday is on the same day. Don't you dare scold my mum or scold me!! Hehe. It is because my grandmother always celebrate her Chinese birthday. Therefore, my mama don't know=i don't know. Hmmm.. I think you can scold my mama a bit. Haha. After knowing it, i really cannot believe that she actually don't know. I mean same dates are easy to remember right?? & my mum for 40 plus years le, yesterday then she know. (Maybe she old le, forget liao~)
Bad news, bad news!! My ds touch screen got badly scratched!! Sob.. :'( So yesterday quickly went to buy the film screen protector. 12 bucks!! Can you believe it?? Two plastic film for 12 bucks!! Hurt me more. But no choice, I badly needed one. So I bought it. (End up not enough money to help flower buy her top-up card. :x)
Christmas pressie?? I want the light-up angel from taka. Or you can buy me a late christmas pressie, lollipop's first album.. Yes. This time they are releasing an album with 10 songs on 28 dec (My sis birthday). I want one with their poster can?? Package C & D: you can buy me chocolates or any hello kitty stuff.. Hehe. Is this an open demand for christmas pressie?? YES!! OF COURSE!!
I am sure going to watch the golden horse award tomorrow. Can channel U please please telecast the red carpet part?? But I doubt they will, coz they will only telecast it at 9.30. Why, because Singapore movies got listed for awards. If not they are not even going to satellite it here on the actual day. I want to watch the red carpet part!! Got hei se hui & lollipop together walk!! I want to see how 14 people going walk together. Haha. I think I have to wait for kind souls to post it on youtube..
Okie. So long didn't update, i think i have wrote enough too.. Going eat le~ By the way I'm on diet. Tata~

Photo Updates

My pink nintendo DS Lite!!


Charles & keith wedges for CNY..


My sis bought me this pink shirt. My younger sis have one brown one too!! Thanks jie!!


MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS!!

谢谢你！

谢谢最爱最爱的姐姐那天借我她的床睡！因为那天妹妹咳得很厉害，使我无法睡觉，便到姐姐的房里借居。好好的姐姐把她的床让给我睡哦~ 她自己就睡在mattress上。真感动！也要谢谢小薇&荷花。Thanks a lot for hearing me crap. I'm feeling better le. The best is not to think about it. Although you both still don't know what happened that caused my saddness, but knowing that there's a friend around make me have the courage to move on and be brave. I'll update you about what happened soon. Thanks lots~

最近我在忙些什么呢?等日子一天一天的过去,每一天做好那天该做的事,对现在的我来说,应该足够了吧.不敢想得太远,也不想想太多,这样就够了. 姐姐要上班又要读书,我看她真的好辛苦哦~ 希望姐姐多多加油,我要给她力量! 妹妹最近也去打工了,可是不幸的是她在开始打工的前一天就生病了,到现在都没好.希望她快点好起来!表姐Adeline最近在忙着考试,却传来了不好的消息,是她无法专心.我要给她加油! 我自己也要加油,加油活过来!

BANG!!

Hahaha.. There was this sudden loud bang like someone fire a gun.. Everyone from all blocks were out if their house watching here and there to find out what happened.. I wondered what happened too.. Waiting for news~

Money Money

Short hair=less shampoo=less water=money save!!
Small leg=small shoe=money save!!

This world is really all about money. My sis went to buy a pair of school shoe at Bata. The display size cost $16.95. But due to my sis's need for a bigger size, there was a difference of $3!! OmG! What a big difference for just like about 4 size difference.. Recently I found myself very useless. I am losing all my brain and confidence. Back into my own world again. Always feel like going around alone. Was so happy shopping alone. I don't know why too.. Help me get back to the road to life!! Tata~

What am I doing??

Sometimes, when I do some recount, I will be asking myself, "WHAT AM I DOING??!!" I really don't know what I am doing anymore. I seems like always messing up my life. I don't wish to think anymore. Just do what comes by aimlessly~

Notice Notice!!

So what did I did today. I went to orchard for dinner. It's so stupid. Went all the way to orchard just for dinner. Was still think that I wanted to shop shop at Taka & Wisma. So went to orchard with mama, papa and sis. Then the dam stupid irritating sis went with her friend. So i shop bit at Tangs with mama and papa. Mama's girl huh?? Hehe. Yups. I am one!! =D After that, we actually headed back to amk hub fair price, on daddy's weird thinking. Shop a while and came back home. Found out that it was raining heavily. On this nice nice weather, raining night. best to blog....






Time for open date!!! Who want to date me?? I want to watch Enchanted which opens tomorrow. Anyone want to watch with me?? Check out the site. It looks really nice..
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/enchanted/



Lastly, I want to delicate this song on my blog to all my dearest friends. Thanks a lot for everything. The lyrics is just for you all~



P.S. I really hate the way my mum treat my younger sis. All her bad temper is caused by her!! My mum's real bias!! I hate it!!!!!!


S.H.E 魔力
i have you to be with
everything will be easy
晒的阳光 淋的雨滴 都值得回忆
i have you to be with
懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应 绝不断讯 会如影随形
曾灰心以为 我来错了世界
太多想法很另类 找不到人了解
当我说的感觉 牵动着你的脸
互动的泪 让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星
你是我的魔力 心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁 复制甜蜜 笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院 没有单人的座位
要肩并肩 才能看好戏上演

Down on luck

最近真的是倒霉透了！好恨好恨自己哦, 总觉得好失败, 没一样事是做得好的. 该时间到庙你去拜拜了~ 白目倒霉的我, 大家别靠近我.

Updates

Hihihihihi!! So long didn't post any updates.. So i'm here for updates!! =D Hmm.. I should say, today is a bad day for me. Highlight of bad happenings, I paid $1 for renewal of ONE library book. Stupid me, actually went to click and renew a book i returned. The library system is lousy!!! I returned my book and it's still in my loan list and what's more, I can't get back my money.. Nothing much happened. So i went to library and amk central with sis. Recently lost my goal in life.. I don't know what's life anymore~

跌倒了再把起来

Tiramisu, Guava Mousse & fruit cake.. Haha. 3 cakes in a day with all the party food, time to lose weight!! Happy Birthday to Enen, Keng Hao & Keat Loong!! Had a great day spent with my lovely cousins. Actually, something bad happened in the early noon. I had a fall on the stairs of the double deck bus. Hurt my back & big toe, with some scratches on my elbow. I cannot remember how I fell. But, just ended up with pains. Sms ling the 1st thing. Maybe it's a sign from God to me. Time for me to wake up from my failure~ Thanks lots to my family for their concern. When dad got home & told mum & sis (who were at home beacuse sis having 'O'), they sms me straight to ask how I was doing. I am fine. Just pain in three parts of my body. Oh ya. I made a delication on Yes 933. 7th nov & 16 Nov, 9pm-11pm. Do listen if you are free.. Going watch TV le.. Haha. My 2nd uncle was telling me to go participate in Star Search and he'll vote for me.. I was having this bubble "Why me of all people?".. Tata~

Trip to memory lane

Yesterday went back into memories. That is went to bukit panjang, on the way, passing by woodlands, choa chu kang, & all the stops we used to go for house visiting.. I went bukit panjang plaza to collect clothes & bags bought online. Thanks lots to flower for accompany me. Flower introduce me a new show, "One Litre of Tears". OMG! One litre. I like to cry so much, I think can easily get a few litres ba.. =X Had a great time with Lily yesterday. I going watch the litre of tears le.. Tata~

P.S. God, I pray hard that I'll get it..

Dancing dancing~

Happy Halloween.. I watch finished 《舞动全城》 yesterday.. Very nice show! Thanks lots to Adeline for recommending this show.. I uploaded the theme song, although I don't know Cantonese. But it's quite a nice song. Got tuition at night as usual, consecutive three days the same student. OMG! I found out that I a bit no voice recently. Thursday got no tuition, I going run some errands.. Hope to get a DS soon.. Dancing dancing.. I wanna dance!! Tata~

变美美

刚刚服了奇異果面膜，面膜真的好香哦~ Adeline 介绍了一部香港戏，《舞动全城》，满好看的一部戏，可是我只看了两集，姐姐就抢先一次过看到了第六集！看看，到底谁是戏迷？傍晚时和姐姐去了图书馆，我们借了很多能让我们变美美和健康的书。哈哈！过后也去了AMK hub, 买了好多定西，费了很多力才搬回家来。吃了健康食品，Subway, for dinner. 因为真的太饿了，所以没花一小时来咬菜，半小时内就吃完了。慈善节目还蛮好看的，喜欢看他们唱歌跳舞。看了《舞动全城》，敢想学跳舞了。好了，不多说了，姐姐又要看戏了。Tata~

我学会独立了

小小妹妹终于长大了吗？没有胆量的美玲正在学独立呢。经过了这么多事，经过了一个挫折，然后再要自己做一个胜大的决定，也许不要长大独立都不行了吧。我的变化只有我自己知道，我的学习，只有自己为我加油打气~ 人生的道路就是要靠自己，我很努力的在学习，请给我一点时间。哈哈！各位男士请注意！！妈妈给我绿灯结婚了。。哈哈哈。。因为都没机会再读书，大家都叫我嫁人算了。可是，不知为何，现在没有想恋爱的感觉，就顺其自然吧。可是我在找老公哦，不是男友~
今天是新加坡金曲奖颁奖典礼，飞轮海和师兄Tank来到新加坡了！！ 好兴奋哦，虽然没机会现场看到他们，可是等一下一定会听金曲奖的，我投了飞轮海一票哦~妹妹非常兴奋飞轮海来，星期四才刚买了飞轮海的写真集给她作为生日礼物，她快疯掉了。。好了，打了这么多华语字，我要停笔了。 Tata~

Shopping Shopping!!

Yesterday went shopping with flower.. We went Orchard. Haha.. Other than there wonder where will she go. I bought only presents. Settled my sis and little cousin's pressie le.. My job done. Coz Adeline will settle the other 2.. Anyway, back to the shopping.. It was fun to meet up with lily.. Had lots to talk about.. But stupid her was like desperately buying a cap. End up she also didn't buy anything for herself. I saw this nice wedges at Charles & Keith. Lily thought it was very nice too. Still thinking if I'm buying it. Coz it's a want, not a need as I have so many shoes ready.. =X Thanks a lot to flower for treating me dinner. I'll treat you someday when I get bit richer k.. Hee. Coz now saving for a DS... Maybe will get one at the year end IT fair. Coz me & sis all scared that we buy ready, then there's a year end sale.. So, MUST WAIT A MONTH MORE~ God.. I'm desperately wanting one~ Lily got tuition, so after she went for tuition, I decided togo AMK. Shop till 9 then reach home.. Bought sis pressie there & bought some facial products.. I'm super tired today. Hands aching coz of all the stuffs I carried for the half of yesterday while shopping.. =( Tata~

The story of small small cucumber

Monday blues~ What's small small cumcumber?? That means a very small cucumber la.. Daddy picked back a small small cucumber. Me & sis find it very cute and started taking pictures of it. When daddy came back home, I asked him why he picked the small small cucumber, the birds eat cucumber?? Their skin will turn smoother?? Birds no skin lei.. =X It's really for the birds. He say the birds eat le will chirp nicer.. OMG.. Next time i also want pick small small cucumber to put on my face.. ;) This week got full change of tuition because of exam weeks.. Pray hard that my students will do well. Today's schedule is go library, night tuition.. Actually something quite hurt & sad happened yesterday. Slight cry. Haix. Thanks lots to Soo An for caring the other time. Today's mei mei 1st 'O' level paper.. All the best to her!! Tata~ Off to watch youtube..

Aiming for this

I am aiming for a pink Nintendo DS Lite.. Haha.. Any sponsor?? (*hint hint*) I think i need some games in my life.. Okie. Shall not crap. Got tagged by mao mao..

Cookies n Cream Cheesecake

[On the Outside]

Name: Madeleine

Birth Date: 16 April 1988

Current Status: Single

Eye Color: Brown

Hair Color: Black with streaks of bleached brown..=x

Righty or Lefty: Righty

[On the Inside]

Your Heritage: Chinese

Your Fear: Alone

Your Weakness: Too nice..

Your Perfect Pizza: Cheesy pizza

[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]

Your First Thought This Morning: Why so dam noisy?!

Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: Why can't I sleep?

Your Most Missed Memories: School days

[Your Pick]

Pepsi or Coke: Coke

McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King

Single or Group Dates: Group

Adidas or Nike: Nike

Tea or Nestea: None

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: None

Smoke: NEVER

Curse: Can't remember

Take showers: Twice a day

Have a crush: Not currently

Think you are in love: Not now

Go to school: Nope

Want to get married: Desperate

Believe in yourself: Sometimes

Think you are a health freak: No. But mum is super health freak

[In the Past Month]

Drank alcohol: hehe

Gone to the mall: Loves~

Been on stage: Ya.

Eaten sushi: Of course

Dyed your hair: Highlights only

[Have You Ever...]

Played a stripping game: No

Changed who you were to fit in: Maybe

[Age]

You are hoping to be married at the age of: 21

[In a Girl/Guy]

Best Eye Color: Suitable

Best Hair Color: No AA ones

Short Hair or Long Hair: As long as it looks nice

[What Were You Doing]

1 Min Ago: Typing

1 Hour Ago: Searching for Nintendo DS Lite info

4.5 Hours Ago: Tuition

1 Month Ago: Tuition

1 Year Ago: Studying

[Finish the Sentence]

I Love: nice stuffs, i am a girl of perfrection

I Feel: STRESSED

I Hate: what i don't love

I Hide: when I'm really down

I Need: Vitamin M

[Tag five people]

1) Eunice

2) Dorcas

3) Lily

4) Bash

5) Dearest fans of my blog who's reading this~

FIRE FIRE!!

Gone.. Alll gone.. My house here the market all gone.. All the nice food with the wet market all burnt into ashes.. When i pass-by it today morning, there was this strong burnt smell and strong heat coming out.. It was really a very sad scene. Pray for all the stall vendors, hope they can resume their business soon.. Mama is sick. Don't know what happened to her.. Haix. I going make cheese cake later.. Tata~ Off to bath, just back from tuition..

Highly Recommended!!

Refer to http://xn--mts073a0jkngiyk8b.tw/ for details.

Highly recommended!! Brown Sugar Macchiato/黑糖玛奇朵 A must watch taiwan drama.. I love it so much.. Shall go and buy the vcd for collection. What's more, got very handsome guys and very cute girls.. Hahaha.. Going crazy. I finished watching it. Really nice.. Am i repeating myself?? Bought a new bag for myself today.. When have time then take a picture of it to post it for you.. Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri to all who are celebrating Hari Raya.. My neighbour gave us nice goodies again on sat.. Yummy!! Tata~

Cravings~

This week cravings~ Food again!! Haha.. Have this super cravings for sushi and pizza.. I shall go eat all this someday this week.. Anyone want to date me?? Hehe. Sis's O leval practical today. All the best and super good luck.. Chem practical tomorrow.. Big sis on leave today, so I don't have to go packet food alone today.. Got her to accompany me.. Yay yay!! Shall go shower and buy lunch le.. Tata~

So ANGRY

Went to make a police report for safety reasons today.. Super pissed off with the police.. I wonder if all the police are like this. If nothing really serious happened, no one died, they will just only take note of it. I think it's all beacuse of the system which is super wrong. So this is what happened: me, sis & daddy reached Ang Mo Kio North Police Post. We saw this policeman talking on the phone. He talked for a while, then asked sis if what we are there for. He call us wait a while. Then he went on and on on the phone. Lucky he did told the person on the other line that we are there and he need to hang up the phone. If not i'll sure kill him. So we waited for him for about 20 mins, or more than that?? (Two men was also there for something after us. But they waited for a while and went out. Me and sis did have thoughts of leaving after waiting & waiting..) Then we told him what happened, he just told us to write down our address, name and contact on a piece of recycled paper and told us that he will post the incident and inform other policeman, so that they will take note of it when they do patrols.. 20mins wait and 5mins report.. How great. And we spent like 2 bucks each on transport for the report. Before making the report, i was so strong that the police will do something and ensure our safety. But after making the report, both me and sis find it so useless. We are just like letting them know that there's this incident; something like things you will tell mum.. I shall not talk about it anymore, getting more angry. Having stupid gastric problems whole day. The pain is on and off.. I hate this.. Tata~

For Flower

New findings.. Lily like to track people down.. OMG! That's how she know about my blog and my top secret. Haha.. Actually it's a known secret. So, conclusion, not secret anymore. Yups. About me cutting my hair short. Reasons?? Basically is because my hair spoilt, got tangles always and I think i needed a new look. Lover said there will be a house visiting this year too.. Cant wait!! Having the crave for malay food!! I saw something i think worth trying.. Should I?? Maybe i should.. Off to flip a coin for answer.. Tata~

Spiderman Invasion

Latest news, my house got invaded by spiderman on 3rd sep midnight!! OMG!! My dad's two bird cages with the poor birds got stolen. Know how it got stolen?? Someone climb from outside my house the corridor to my living room window, where the birds are hanging outside. Credits to the spiderman for being so daring to climb out to the windows which is at the fifth floor. Your reward is hope you fall to death while stealing again, die in an accident while crossing the road & choke to death while eating. I am not being bad here, but is the thief deserve all this. He actually stole my dad's favourite bird and new bought bird cage and bird.We going make police report k... BEWARE!! Poor daddy. Now think of it, it's still so scary. The thief might have just climb into the house, since our window grills are not locked. I stayed up late listening to songs and sms friends..
Today, lover came my house. Since we didn't need to do any shopping, i asked her to come my house. Had a nice time with her. Later got tuition.. Going rest a while~ Tata~

Blog temporary shifted

Heya.. My blog is temporary shifted to http://blog.sanriotown.com/fairy-pink:hellokitty.com/ Please visit this site for updates.. Thanks.. =)

Mid-Autumn Festival??

Had a durian mooncake for breakfast. Pure durain with a thin layer of snow skin, so am I eating durian or mooncake?? Haha.. Not sure. Yesterday was mid-autumn festival, a day for family to gather and bond. I LOVE IT!! But everyone was quite busy, I had tuition and others have work to finish. So we ended up playing candles at our door-step. No worries, we didn't burn down our whole flat. Hee. My student's mum gave me a mooncake. Lotus paste with double egg yolks!! My favourite!!! I just downloaded a new mobile game. Very fun.. Had been playing it since yesterday.. Happy belated mid-autumn festival!! Don't forget to check out the moon tomorrow. Experts say it will be the round-est tomorrow.. Tata~



More photos at my sis there.. (Will upload them soon~)

Change of lifestyle

Went running just now. Think it's almost a year since i do running. OMG!! I only managed 4 rounds. Told you I am getting fat. I shall improve tomorrow. Aimming for 5 rounds!! Changing my way of lifestyle. Hahaha.. I think i just need a change. Had lunch with ling just now.. So nice meeting her, but i'm quite tired, so didn't talk and talk like i always did.. Weekend had been fun.. Both days out of the house. I love mooncakes.. Especially snowskin double egg yolk lotus mooncakes!! Haha. I cannot light up candles tomorrow. Got tuition. Haix. Never mind, shall do it after tuition.. Tata~ Going cut chicken..

My castle!! (Where is the prince??)


Hand-made pressie for ling..


My pink tofu!! (Pressie from sis. ThX!!)

I only know now..

I only know how much I miss you, I only know how alone am I, I only know how much time I am wasting, I only know how sad & depressed I am, I only know I actually mind so much, till the moment I went into the real world for that minute..

Let it go~

After 8 long years, I decided to let it go. Don't be shocked, I am perfectly fine. I just feel the need to let it go. Maybe it will be a good start. I will get used to it soon.. Life has been the usual. I am left behind, all alone. I need to learn to be brave, I need to learn to be independant, I need to learn to be alone. So many things to learn, yet I learnt none of them. I still ask why my phone is so silent, I still ask why am I still on holiday, I still ask why my friends seem to be gone, I still ask why am i so free. But I decided to get into my own world now. I need time to learn.. Almost a year, I should have learnt.. Happy birthday to Touty & Happy Belated birthdayto ying!! Hehe. I am so sorry ling that i cannot get the secret ready, so can't meet you today. Will see how it goes tomorrow.. Enjoy the photos.. Tata~

My creation~ (SOLD!!)

Nice view from Shawn's house..

Cake~ (Baked by idhzuan..)

Yellow kitty found a girlfriend!! So Cute!!

Another creation.. (My best friend..)