Caryn 宝贝

This entry is specially dedicated to my Caryn 宝贝. One & a quarter months knowing her & I almost tear with her, knowing today's her last day at the center. Everyone at the center'll miss you my girl. Hope you will have a wonderful journey ahead with this better arrangement for you. You have been a very wonderful & great girl. 加油！



A little gift from Caryn. (Thanks girl!)

Can I not go back to school?

2nd day back in Singapore, but I still feel like I left my brain in Bangkok.. OMG! I need time to switch back. Got news from MOE. So I will be going on a teaching career soon.. The first thought that came to my mind is, "Can I not go back to study?" My mum is bugging me about this whole thing. Why am I back to this stress world.. Can't I just go shopping everyday?? =( Okie. I shall be realistic.

There are some changes at my work place. My working hours will be cut half=salary cut half. I hope I can survive, because holiday=tuition cut half too.. Plus more I just spent a thousand bucks on my trip.. Wahhhhhh.. I am lack of vitamin M!! Don't ask me out.. Haha.. nono.. Must ask me out, but we shall go cheap places.. Tata~ Off to catch up more on lollipop I missed..

I'm BACK!!

我回来了！Hihihi.. To all those who are too busy to check, I'm back! Landed on Cinderella time, reached home at 1 plus, slept at about 2 and back to work at 1pm. OMG! I'm glad I survived the day. Hope the past 5 days had been fine for you all. I had been fine, spending tai tai life, busy shopping in super slow pace and rotting in the service apartment, all in Bangkok. Will upload photos soon~ (All still at my sis friends there.) Tata~ More stories coming soon..

Two sad issues to highlight here.
1) I haven't receive any acceptance letter from any local university.
2) 我发现姐姐变了。在曼库的时候，她好像是另外一个人，再也不是我认识的姐姐。她对我很不好！

我的战胜品~

Super NICE!

Thanks for all the well wishes I have received so far.. Yups. I am flying off to Bangkok in the evening later.. I am on leave one week, will miss my little babies so much. I will be back on Wednesday though.

Yesterday went for a meal with the girls. As usual, enjoyed time spent with them so much. I will TRY get gifts back for you girls k.. Tata~ Off to watch some shows before I go~

Thank-you!

Many thanks to all who cares, really touched knowing that at least there are still people behind me. All your words are important encouragement to me. THANK-YOU! Will be back for more updates~ Tata~

Note

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

Am I in my imaginary world?

All I thought is always not the truth. What I wish always never comes true. My parents just don't understand me. I really feel so super depressed at this moment that I don't know who to tell or what to tell or how to tell. I just need a good rant and long cry.

Issue 1:
I thought we were close, but from the recent incident, maybe this is all just what I thought, it doesn't seem that way. I don't want to be the bad person, so I have been silent all along, I need time to get over this. Just hope things will never change..

Issue 2:
My mom just believes in everyone except her daughters. It looks like she is unwilling to pay my fees for SIM. I have nothing to say, but sad and troubled. I may not have a chance to study again this year. (Everyone who sympathies, pray hard for me that I get into NTU, which is my only hope.)

Issue 3:
I am taking the risk to miss my reply date for SIM. I have my reasons. I hope god will help me through. (People only ask for god's help when they are in need. They don't thank him in good times-I am one of them.)

Issue 4:
Updates, I have been fine recently. Busy working & spending time with my little babies.. They are just so sweet. Holidays are coming & I will get real busy.. I will blog when I have some time..

Issue 5:
I have going on a trip soon. I hope this will be a good break for me. I will try to get back gifts, but no promises as my trip is costing me a fortune already..


I think that is all.. I miss the happy times I used to have. Things have changed too much. I am stressed! Help.. Maybe I should just stay in my own world forever~ Don't ask & don't bother.. I'm off for a good cry~ I am tired. I have been needing one for so long..

Happy Birthday Flower!!

Hahaha.. I am now at coasta sands pasir ris chalet.. Zzzzz... Slacking here, with win win. We are super tired!! Though we did slept last night. Flower is going out with her kindergarten friend, so me & win win are left alone to rot. Oh ya.. Happy Birthday flower. Was too tired yesterday, so didn't spend much time with you over the 12 midnight. But can see that you are happy and I'm glad.. Take good care of yourself and jia you for exams..

P.S. Not friendly..

YY: yup yup, happy birthday and jiayou for exams! : D

That's all for now, we going shower.. Hahaha..