如果的如果

如果失去的总是最好的，让你尝到失去，你会后悔吗？

Have not been doing things well recently. I am starting to hate myself. I am trying to find Madeleine back in me. It's time I start mugging. I have not been doing well in school. A ultra virus is spreading at home. I think I am getting it too. Please go away. I can't fall sick.

P.S. 好想和你分享我的乐与苦，但还是做不到。我痛苦时，你知道吗？