Rush rush rush...

What has life become when I have to rush and rush and rush and rush, trying my best to complete everything at the shortest time possible? I am real tired. So hope I can just slow down and take a break. I feel like going to the beach. So long since I last went to the beach. Hmmm.. I think the last time was during my birthday. Ok. I am off to study.

I hate crowded trains and brisk walking people who block my way.

My theory

When you like someone, there's always a reason, because you can don't like someone for reasons too. When you love someone, there's no reason. Because you cannot don't love someone, but can only end up hating the someone.

I am home alone now. Talking over msn with wy and ling. I still have a pile of work to be done. I just can't settle down and focus on them. Help!! Going off to print notes.. Tata~

Tortured。Pain。Ill

I wanted to enjoy some time with my family, but god just don't want to give me the chance. I ended up feeling unwell and had to go home, dragging my very unhappy sis along. I am so so sorry and sad. Went for tui na again yesterday and is still feeling super pain now. I hope all these will end soon and a new Madeleine will be born.

After a long long wait, at last I received this! Thanks my dearest girl. =D

"You should’ve just told me the truth

I wasn’t the girl for you

Still I didn’t have a clue

Cause my heart depended on you

Though I say I hate you now

Though I shout and curse you out

Ill always have love for you

Because I am a girl"

我又做了蠢事

我又做了蠢事，还以为会有奇迹出现，但始终还是没有。可是，如果我可以从这件蠢事中得到教训，让我觉悟，这件事也许就没这么蠢了吧~ 我觉悟了。我不玩了，我走了。

如果的如果

如果失去的总是最好的，让你尝到失去，你会后悔吗？

Have not been doing things well recently. I am starting to hate myself. I am trying to find Madeleine back in me. It's time I start mugging. I have not been doing well in school. A ultra virus is spreading at home. I think I am getting it too. Please go away. I can't fall sick.

P.S. 好想和你分享我的乐与苦，但还是做不到。我痛苦时，你知道吗？

Time to come out of dreamland

Happy times pass super fast, days like minutes. The 2 events which I so looked forward to are over.. Just back from Gerald 21st birthday party. Ya, had a hard time trying to dress cute. It's time to wake up from happy dreams. Assignments, tests, revision, exams, here I come. Went to have manicure today, at last I get to pamper myself. Off to sleep~

P.S. Dreamt of you again yesterday. I think I miss you.

Bad things are happening

Have been having lots of negatives thoughts flooding in my mind. Seems like I can't control my mind anymore. I have not been myself since yesterday, don't know why, but I have a bad feeling. Something bad is going to happen. I hope I can find Madeleine back soon enough. I hope Daddy's stuffs will settle in a good way soon.

P.S. Have not had a meal with my sis for a long long time..

洪詩&鮪魚 - 雙人熱舞表演(我愛黑澀棒棒堂首播)

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Miracles NEVER happen

Waiting for you is like waiting for miracles. In my heart, I know that it will never happen, but how I still keep hoping and wishing that it will happen. When it really happened, I'll be all too happy to remember how long I had waited for this one chance.

Went for "tui na" again today, my second session and it's still super pain. Lots of stuffs coming up, I'll be real busy. Hope all the work can keep my mind occupied and not think too much about stupid stuffs.

Great Disappointment

So it's confirmed, 棒棒堂&黑涩会will combine. But lollipop will not be joining them. Only choc7 is joining, my energy support will not come back. Hope they will faster faster come Singapore hold their concert.

P.S. No matter how unwilling, I have to let go. I know I'll end up with lots of regrets, but this is the time I learn and grow.