Caryn 宝贝

This entry is specially dedicated to my Caryn 宝贝. One & a quarter months knowing her & I almost tear with her, knowing today's her last day at the center. Everyone at the center'll miss you my girl. Hope you will have a wonderful journey ahead with this better arrangement for you. You have been a very wonderful & great girl. 加油！



A little gift from Caryn. (Thanks girl!)

Can I not go back to school?

2nd day back in Singapore, but I still feel like I left my brain in Bangkok.. OMG! I need time to switch back. Got news from MOE. So I will be going on a teaching career soon.. The first thought that came to my mind is, "Can I not go back to study?" My mum is bugging me about this whole thing. Why am I back to this stress world.. Can't I just go shopping everyday?? =( Okie. I shall be realistic.

There are some changes at my work place. My working hours will be cut half=salary cut half. I hope I can survive, because holiday=tuition cut half too.. Plus more I just spent a thousand bucks on my trip.. Wahhhhhh.. I am lack of vitamin M!! Don't ask me out.. Haha.. nono.. Must ask me out, but we shall go cheap places.. Tata~ Off to catch up more on lollipop I missed..

I'm BACK!!

我回来了！Hihihi.. To all those who are too busy to check, I'm back! Landed on Cinderella time, reached home at 1 plus, slept at about 2 and back to work at 1pm. OMG! I'm glad I survived the day. Hope the past 5 days had been fine for you all. I had been fine, spending tai tai life, busy shopping in super slow pace and rotting in the service apartment, all in Bangkok. Will upload photos soon~ (All still at my sis friends there.) Tata~ More stories coming soon..

Two sad issues to highlight here.
1) I haven't receive any acceptance letter from any local university.
2) 我发现姐姐变了。在曼库的时候，她好像是另外一个人，再也不是我认识的姐姐。她对我很不好！

我的战胜品~

Super NICE!

Thanks for all the well wishes I have received so far.. Yups. I am flying off to Bangkok in the evening later.. I am on leave one week, will miss my little babies so much. I will be back on Wednesday though.

Yesterday went for a meal with the girls. As usual, enjoyed time spent with them so much. I will TRY get gifts back for you girls k.. Tata~ Off to watch some shows before I go~

Thank-you!

Many thanks to all who cares, really touched knowing that at least there are still people behind me. All your words are important encouragement to me. THANK-YOU! Will be back for more updates~ Tata~

Note

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

Am I in my imaginary world?

All I thought is always not the truth. What I wish always never comes true. My parents just don't understand me. I really feel so super depressed at this moment that I don't know who to tell or what to tell or how to tell. I just need a good rant and long cry.

Issue 1:
I thought we were close, but from the recent incident, maybe this is all just what I thought, it doesn't seem that way. I don't want to be the bad person, so I have been silent all along, I need time to get over this. Just hope things will never change..

Issue 2:
My mom just believes in everyone except her daughters. It looks like she is unwilling to pay my fees for SIM. I have nothing to say, but sad and troubled. I may not have a chance to study again this year. (Everyone who sympathies, pray hard for me that I get into NTU, which is my only hope.)

Issue 3:
I am taking the risk to miss my reply date for SIM. I have my reasons. I hope god will help me through. (People only ask for god's help when they are in need. They don't thank him in good times-I am one of them.)

Issue 4:
Updates, I have been fine recently. Busy working & spending time with my little babies.. They are just so sweet. Holidays are coming & I will get real busy.. I will blog when I have some time..

Issue 5:
I have going on a trip soon. I hope this will be a good break for me. I will try to get back gifts, but no promises as my trip is costing me a fortune already..


I think that is all.. I miss the happy times I used to have. Things have changed too much. I am stressed! Help.. Maybe I should just stay in my own world forever~ Don't ask & don't bother.. I'm off for a good cry~ I am tired. I have been needing one for so long..

Happy Birthday Flower!!

Hahaha.. I am now at coasta sands pasir ris chalet.. Zzzzz... Slacking here, with win win. We are super tired!! Though we did slept last night. Flower is going out with her kindergarten friend, so me & win win are left alone to rot. Oh ya.. Happy Birthday flower. Was too tired yesterday, so didn't spend much time with you over the 12 midnight. But can see that you are happy and I'm glad.. Take good care of yourself and jia you for exams..

P.S. Not friendly..

YY: yup yup, happy birthday and jiayou for exams! : D

That's all for now, we going shower.. Hahaha..

Updates

I think it's time i update my blog.. So, what have I been busy for the past few days? Haha. I am on a relief teacher job at a student care centre at Marymount. This job will end in may. I do enjoy time I spent with the kids there. I don't wish to go into details here. Anyway, I got reply from SIM. I need to confirm my place there by 17 may. I do hope to hear good news from NTU or NUS soon.. Tata~

Waiting~

My grandma had a fall yesterday and I found out the worst thing is 等等等等。。。OMG!　How
many hours you have to wait at the A&E? My grandma waited for hmm.. 3, 4, 5 hours?? Lucky my grandma is fine. But the issue I want to highlight is, my grandma fell down outside her house near-by shops.She fell flat on her face and her face was covered all over with blood. I am really amazed that kind souls could actually calmly help her up to her house with her face all covered in blood. Why didn't they just call for an ambulance?? Ok. I was tild that my granma actually insisted that she don't need an ambulance. Hope she gets well soon.. Will go and visit her on Sunday..

P.S. Entry edited on Wed..

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Virus??

So my sis is still ill, woke up with fever again. She missed lessons again today, went to the polyclinic for a blood test. The doctor say is virus attack, reminds me the other time my cousin also got virus attack and was hospitalised. Hope my sis will get well soon~ Tata~

Belated

Happy Belated Birthday Daddy! and Yasin.. Haha.. So yesterday was daddy's birthday. As usual, we had dinner and cake. What's so special is, the cake is baked by me.. Yay yay! My favourite, oreo cheesecake!

Touched!!

Received a belated birthday message from Shawn early in the morning! Touched!! Thank-you Shawn, although you are far away (not very far la...) at Taiwan, you still sms me to wish e when you came back from outfield. 谢谢你！

I love cooking! Hehe. I cooked lunch & dinner. My sis got bad fever yesterday, she went to visit the doctor and she suspect it to be dengue fever. So, I cleaned our room & my sis room. Doing housework can slim down!! I want to slim down.. Getting too fat.. =X Anyway, my sis is feeling much better, so I think it's just common flu.. Sorry to wei, can't accompany you go shopping, coz i was busy packing stuffs.. Tata~

Birthday celebration Part 4-The last?

So I'm going to talk about yesterday.. Thank-you xiao wei for going out with me and sending me home because it was my birthday.. We had a great exercise! ;) It was birthday celebration part 4 for me at night. (I think the last one, stopping at my favourite number.) So it was a simple cake celebration with my family at home. We had to wait until 10 plus for my sis to come back from school. I had a very special chocolate mint cake. Mainly when you eat chocolate mint cake, it will be cake with mint flavour chocolate. But the cake I had from polar was different, it was chocolate cake with mint cream.. Haha.. Hmm.. To wei, it taste a bit weird, but still quite nice, only mint flavour too strong..

P.S. Happy Birthday Kenneth! (Let you enjoy pics of my cake. hehe~)

My special chocolate mint cake..

Hehe.. I'm 20! (OMG!)

Where's my prince charming~

*More photos in my album..



Special thanks to the following people for your birthday wishes..
Wei(haha.. you don't know wish me how many times & celebrated how many times of my birthday.), flower, lover, Ling, WY, Mervin, 妹妹，Adeline, Gerald, Lynette, Mao mao, Soke Hwa, Heup Seng，Dor，Win win, Elisa, Eileen, YuWu, 2t & mel (she video conference me..).
Thanks to pearl & teck boon for you friendster comments too..

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to me!! Woke up early in the morning singing birthday song to myself.. =D Hahaha. So i was complaining that no one actually date me out on my birthday. I going be 宅女! OF course NOT! Since i got no tuition, i decided not to waste the day. I going to amk central buy some stuffs. Maybe a pressie for myself too~ Thanks to wei for you pressie yesterday night and offering to accompany me yesterday when i complained that no one date me & i am going to amk central. I meeting her later.. Tata~

Pressie from wei.. (Hello Kitty Box!!-inside is 女人美美品）

Went to visit Great-grandma

So what's my long long day about.. I went to visit great-grandma today. Slept at 1 plus yesterday, and my sis actually called back at 7 plus in the morning just to ask me about hello kitty. Haha. But I managed to get back to sleep before I wake up to go Mandai. The fire was super hot there.. We had a hard time burning the joss paper. I think all my pores are open, nearing the extremely hot fire. Mei mei is very cute as usual.. She keep doing lame stuffs. Didn't take a photo of her today as it was not a suitable place.. I came back to sleep and got woken up by Mervin's call (don't know the how many time he called when I am sleeping le..). I went to Amk hub with family, my sis wanted to buy new clothes for school. It's her first day tomorrow, all the best! 加油! That's my day~ Tata~

A picture of me for you~


I finished the cake yesterday..

Birthday Celebration Part 3

Hahaha.. No matter how tired I am, no matter how early I need to wake up tomorrow, I still wanna blog about the day which just past at hour ago. Thank-you! It's my 3rd pre-birthday celebration, this time round with my lovely cousins! I love you all. Thanks for all the efforts, the vitamin M, and most importantly, the cute cake & my wish to see a dedication on the fountain.. I really enjoyed myself..

My cousins & sis having meeting.. (I'm outcast-ed!!)


We ate at pizza hut..


The cute birthday cake.. OMG! I'm 20~

Poor girl girl.. Got 毁容 by us.. 2nd pic is part left after what the girls ate.


After the guys eat, ALL GONE! (hehe. 7 of us finished the cake..)


The panda cake gift.. (Till now i still don't it's for what purpose. =X)


The laser message. (Edited version-the song dedicated was Hero.)



If you see such a laser message: "To Dick, From Harry~Will you marry me? To Harry, From Dick~Over my dead body." It's a stupid prank from my cousins Dick & Harry.. Haha. Okie.. I'm off to zzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Going pray my great-grandma in the morning..

SURPRISE

AHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What happened?? Today I woke up with tons of question marks over my head.. 昨天发生了什么事？Haha.. 2nd pre-birthday celebration for the year~ I think my house got invaded by strangers.. THANK-YOU! Thanks lots to my dearest friends, Dor, Wei, WY & Kok, (Kok-what dor call him, not included in the dearest friends, although this is the 2nd time he appeared to celebrate my birthday.. Hee. Puzzled about who kok is?) for the surprise.. Actually it was more of shock, coz my mum shocked me, i think she got shocked too..

To dor:
Touched that you took out time to plan and come over just for my birthday, didn't even had time to have dinner, and need to have it at my house at 11 plus.. *Guilty* Haha.. I shan't complain so much about no celebrations with family le..

To wei:
谢谢你！可怜的小薇要吃沙拉当晚餐，到我家肚子饿了，我没有maggie mee offer.. 晚餐自己要吃多点哦，好好照顾自己！

To WY & kok (Wonder if they will read):
Thanks WY, still bother to make a trip down to my house after interview, 祝你interview 成功！Hope kok didn't get fine.. Thanks to kok too..

To the person who kept the cake (I think is dor..):
Haha.. Thanks.　Ｉ　ｗｏｋｅ　ｕｐ　ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ　ｗｈｏ　ｋｅｐｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｋｅ，ｔｈｅｎ　ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｒｅｍｏｖｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｗａｘ．＆　ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｃｈｅｃｋ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｒｉｄｇｅ，　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｓ　ｄｏｎｅ　ｎｉｃｅｌｙ．　Ｉ　ｔｏｔａｌｌｙ　ｆｏｒｇｏｔ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｉｔ．＝Ｘ

DS session again at my house.. (Wei, Kok & WY, dor taking the photos with wei's phone)

My 201th entry~

I just had honeydew milk.. Thailand mangoes are nice too, haha, my sis cannot eat, by the time she comes back, the mangoes will be rotten. (But we will eat finish before they rot.) I am super tired!! Went to NP with my sis to repair her com, but we were told that her com is under warranty, so we have to go down to fujitsu. So we made all the way down to funan. They need 3 days to check and repair.. (How my sis going study without her com on mon???) Haha. I am going to haunt them untill they return the com in good and workable condition before mon. I DON'T CARE!! Since we are there, so we went shop shop around at suntec. (P.S. I saw this princess forever friends bear.. very pretty! I like!!!) That's my day.. Thanks lots to WY, Gerald, 3rd aunt, Adeline, for your guidance on com issues & directions!! =D

My sis bought me this watch.

She had a similar one too.. (do they look familar? haha. this is the edited version under my magic hands..)


My sis in her lab coat..

I love spending time with you~

Haha.. If my last entry sounded too sad, I AM FINE!! It's just that 20 years first time I'll not be celebrating my birthday with my family, I don't know what to feel.. =X

Ling & Wei!! I love spending time with you!! Haha.. Yesterday night was great, although you 2 were always playing ds.. Thanks a million for the meal..

Meal with wei & ling for my pre-birthday.. (Y m i nt in e photos!! I'm behind the cam...)

Pressie from ling.. (She still rmb I say I like dis precious moments bag! *touched* & she bought hallmark card again.. Expensive..)

My smiley fries; pressies from wei from taiwan. (Spot the 友情符, I don't spend lots money, no need bank book~)


Random Photos..

My game got this red turnip & turnip, so when my sis saw this, she asked me to take a photos of the turnips.. (Red turnips can be sold for 16 000 bells each in my game land..)

Phone at the airport.. (It's touch screen..)

Expensive meal at the airport (while waiting my sis's flight to take off..)


This section is dedicated to some fans.. Haha. My sis bought this taiwan magazine, Play. Inside really got good stuffs. All STARS~

To ling & wei.. (Energy eating pizza..)

Requested by Adeline.. (S.H.E)

To Eileen (Angela)

Wow! So big.. Haha.. (dong dong & ah bu~)


My block having electricity cut-off from 1pm-4pm later.. So, no tv & com.. :'( Tata~ going watch shows 1st..