A very sad incident.

I just witnessed a very sad incident. It is quite common in Singapore that you see shooters aiming their rifles at crows and shooting them down. The shooters are here to kill the crows near my house. Other than the loud bang sound which is very frightening, i always thought that it was just another shooting, and at times i will still stay to watch the shooters do their work and be happy for them when they managed to kill another crow. But today, things are so different. It's more like i am seeing things from a crow's view instead of the shooter's. The shooter was shooting crows from the tree just outside my kitchen's window. He managed to injure one crow, its tail got a shot and was trying hard to fight for survivor among the leaves of the trees. The next minute, another shot came and the crow just drop down from the tree and laid motionless on the ground. The crow actually tried hard to live. The first thing that came to my mind is, why has this act become so cruel? I was wondering why can't the people just cut the trees, destroy their nest to force the crows to go to other places, instead of destroying their lives.. If birds are smarter, they may be the ones who rule the world instead of human beings.. Then will we be the ones who are taking the place of the crows??

Selamat Hari Raya

There's nothing much to update.. Because life is all about studying now.. So everyday is doing questions and reading notes and memorising all the stuffs. But of course there's still entertainment like tv and eating.. Hehe.. Today is the Hari Raya.. My neighbour baked goodies for us again.. Nice^2.. Yups.. I changed my blog song.. I just think that this song suits my blog theme.. So i put it down.. Plus more it's a very nice song.. =D Enjoy.. Oh ya. On 20 nov, we broke our record by having 14 people (me, bash, izwan, touty, mirna, mel, ying, lily, jason, ttc, gerald, idhzuan, saunders and ks) in a conference phone call to wish gerald happy birthday.. Got to go.. Tata~

More updates

04 Oct:
I did not attend school.. Had a great rest at home.. And mama and papa actually treated me very nice.. OMG! I love them.. Hehe.. But i think i wasted that day by slacking mostly..

06 Oct:
Lily, Gerald and JunJie did not go to school. So during cla lesson, there is only me, mel and wing.. After school, stayed for physics remedial. Ying also stayed with us, coz she want to join us for swensen. I totally flunked the definitions test. Me, mel, bash and ying went to swensen to eat. I ate ice-cream.. Nice^2.

07 Oct-10 Oct:
I had a very long weekend. I didn't go to school on both Monday and Tuesday. Did studying at home..

11 Oct:
I went back to school. There is a university talk. So had lunch in school. When i see the food the stalls selling, i sudden feel like eating food from all the stalls. Coz its the last wednesday in school. And wednesday is supposed to be the "fried food" day.. Oh ya. When i went for the arts and social science talk, i sudden feel like taking up South Asian Studies in university.. Hehe..

12 Oct:
Me, bash, leader and gerald had a conference until 1 am. Went to school, and know what?? There were only 6 people during the morning assembly.. (Me, bash, mel, shawn, tian chong and junjie) Zaheerah turned up after the assembly. I was thinking what will it be like if me and bash did not go school too. Coz we were thinking if we should go school that day.. But the day was okie. I skipped maths mock test though. There's only 3 people from our class took the test. (Yasin, mel and shawn) I went to buy something with bash at fairprice, then we went to shop shop in the shop at the woodlands MRT station while bach accompany me wait for weiyi. Ya. I went to KFC to eat with weiyi. We keep crapping and laughing.. I came home with a fever.. I took medicine and felt better, still managed to talk to bash over the phone till 12am plus..

13 Oct:
I woke up with a higher temperature. I felt so weak and my whole body is aching.. I still forced myself to go school, coz today is a very important day. It's the last day of formal school, and we had our farewell assembly. I cried badly especially during the broadcast of the vedio. It's so sad, looking back on all the great memories. And finally, on our last day, we, JC2 got to listen to innova school song.. The lyrics is nice.. They do away with the rock school song, and changed it to a sort of NE song.. After that, we went to the physics lab and got our gifts and result slip from Mr Teo. Then we took photos..

Thanks Zaheerah for the candy!! I will miss you too!!


Thanks Mr Teo for the pencil. Thanks Mr teo for everything!! (But he spell my name wrongly. It's so sad..)


OMG!!! Lover!!! I just make a comment that i like that sticker and you made all the way back to buy it!! So touched!!!!!!!! Thanks thanks!! I really thought of buying myself that sticker for some time le.. I love you loads!!!!!!! Thanks! And you gave me something which had my favourite Ariel on it...... Thanks!!!!!!!


A note from Mr Hamim



This is innova first funfair tickets.. All the JC2 are to buy them. First time a so colourful funfair ticket right??


(P.S. Hmm.. Recently Flower has been acting weirdly.. I don't know if it's exam stress or what, but i hope that she will be okie.. Hope you're fine girl.. If you need a listening ear, i will always be there..)

Updates..

Hmm.. Updates.. What have i been doing for the past days.. Firstly, last sunday. Ya. I went for the dinner to celebrate bash birthday.. It was fun and yups i made bash cried. My lover's birthday rite.. I cannot possibly don't turn up rite.. Haha.. It was supposed to be a little surprise for her. Because that day all of our class girls cannot make it, except for me and ying. So we turned up late to give bash a little surprise. Didn't expect her to cry though.. =X Monday and tuesday, normal school days. And i am quite pissed with a teacher. Shall not say names.

This is my "father's side" family photo, taken on my 2nd uncle's wedding night. I think it was years back we took that photo. Since then we have 6 new members added to our family. Two cousin-in-laws, three cousins and a nephew. and what's more is, there will be another new member this coming december.. Most probably a niece.. Why am i talking about this.. Because, today, my 1st aunt and grandma came to my house. My 1st aunt bought us mooncakes. Now my house got loads of mooncakes!! All snow skin one.. Hehe. My 1st aunt was like talking about my cousins and nephew.. It was very funny.. I feel guilty towards my grandma though. This is the 2nd time in the week she visit my house. and it had been a very long time since i went to her house. Because i was quite busy with studying.. I love my dearest grandma!! I love my family too.. =D Today i am quite high in school. I think i am having mood swings. Because in the morning i was actually quite moody.. =x Anyway, i am thinking if i should go school tomorrow.. Tata~

Happy Children's Day Cum Happy Birthday Bash!

Happy Children's Day to all!!! Happy birthday my dearest lover!! Hehe.. At last you are 18 le.. Have a wonderful day ahead ya.. =D Anyway, i am kind of half not in the real world now. I think i lack of sleep. Yesterday slept at 2 plus, just to finish my tuition homework. I still have loads of school work.. OMG!! I am dying.. How i wish and hope that tomorrow will be a school holiday for JCs too.. =x I am tired!! Anyway, i finally finished my testimonial. It don't sound that great la.. But then, i just cannot think of anything more to write.. My brain is dead.. I cannot waste anymore time le.. Got to go do maths and physics.. tata~

Changes..

I have changed to blogger beta.. It's so cool and fun!! Got more functions.. But then, i have no time to change all the stuffs. So shall wait till after 'A' levels then change.. Sound so long away.. No!! It's not. Only got 30 plus more days to 'A' levels and 40 plus more days to freedom!! Hehe.. Today we got no chinese lesson.. That choo choo don't know doing what.. So end up Gerald was like talking about things to prepare for the class chalet and stuffs.. Physics remedial is not that bad after all.. When go home, i really had a great laugh with mel, bash and lily.. Ks's bag can breathe!! Haha.. And he say that that's what's unique about his bag.. -_-" I love mooncakes!! My elder sis bought mooncakes.. OMG!! They are so nice!! Because it is from Lido.. Ya. Lido. My house here the bakery, and not the cinema.. =P Actually kind of promised my sis i will go my 3rd aunt's house. But then, i am quite tired la.. So i came home.. Got quite a lot of stuffs to do. The most important thing is to self-praise.. Going watch shows.. Tata~

(P.S. Sorry for the trouble that you have to sign in everytime you want to view my blog.. =X)

To All My Dearest Friends

To All Taking Exams, Especially Those Taking 'A' levels!!

Class Photos

**No Offence**

I am super depressed and disappointed with myself.. Maybe i am just stupid.. I don't know. People can actually study a bit and score well.. But me, i put in effort. I studied. I practiced. But my results showed nothing. It is much more worse than those who did last minute work.. What's happening huh?? Someone actually ask me if practice for maths helps to improve the grade, but "why you like did lots maths but your results still like this??". I am really very hurt. Inside me, they don't know what i am feeling.. They may think that they are the only ones suffering and being sad. They may think that they are the only ones who needs comfort. Please understand that i am a human being too. When you are down, please don't think that you are the only person in the whole world who is down. Because, right beside you, there may be a friend who is down too.. When you are happy, please contain your happiness.. Because, right beside you, there may be a friend who is still down.. The one who gives the most care to his/her friends is the one who needed care the most.. Tata~

Fun fun day!!

I got back all my prelim 2 results today.. Yups all.. The results are very depressing and i don't wish to talk about it.. Today, went Singapore Arts Museum with Lily, Mel, Ying & Mervin after school, for the sake of the AEP thing.. But, it was fun!! It really make my day and we did bit of shopping at bugis after that too.. We went pray at "Si Ma Lu" too.. =D

The admission ticket (cost:$1.50 only) :


Us busy doing our art pieces in the museum:





Busy putting up our art pieces:




My art piece




Ying's art piece


The nice auditorium at the museum:


This is what Mr Sim bought for lily.. And it's only for lily only.. Bias rite?? =P

Happy Birthday Shiling

Happy Birthday my dearest and most loved friend ling!!!!!!!!!! Yups. Yesterday had fun shopping with you. Though we both end up very tired. Yesterrday, went shopping at city hall with ling. Then we go toa payoh meet wei to eat and shop a bit there.. All i bought is food.. =X But at least i got to shop rather than study at home. O ya. Omg!! The service at the shops at suntec are dam good after the IMF.. So good till i am so scared.. Haha. You get into every shop, sure there will shop tenders who greet you and asking if you need help. We went to this mini toons at suntec, there's this guy, so scary. Everything we look at, he will approach us and start to introduce the thing to us.
Today, i got tuition later.. Tomorrow also have tuition.. Arghhhhh....... Hehe. But i am not unhappy la.. Just feel like complaining. Because it is maths.. My favourite subject. So i don't mind. Plus more tomorrow tuition can get to see my cute guy.. =p Hmm.. Time for reflection.. I really feel that i am an useless friend. Tata~

(P.S. Dor, wei and ling.. Get well soon!!!!)

WHY??!!

Why are they doing this to me?? I just wanted a bit of trust, a bit of freedom and a bit of fairness.. I don't ask for more.. Maybe the disease of being treated unfairly can be spreaded. I think i got the disease from Jestyn.. =X I am very hurt.. Too hurt that i can't help but cry. My heart hurts loads.. This is not the life i want.. Please trust me. Please believe in me. And please give me a break. My prelims were just over just yesterday. Please don't force me to study. I really need a break. You said you understand me. But do you know that i am suffering and i am stress during my exams?? You don't know!!! You don't know what i am going through at all.. You only expect things from me for your own good. You are just being too selfish. I hate you.

Happy Birthday Ying^2

Happy Birthday ying!!!!! Hehe.. So sorry that i didn't go out and celebrate with you. I am kind of lazy.. =X Yups yups.. Prelim 2 finally ended yesterday. Yesterday, had a small class outing.. After our last papers, we went have dinner.. There was bash, leader, lily, ying, saunders, shawn, mervin, zul, idhzuan and (jason).. We went to eat at Fish and Co. Actually i planned to do shopping. But then, i don't what happened, the others just cannot decide on what to do.. So we wasted time stopping here and there to decide on what to do. end up we all went home. Hehe. But it was great that we can have dinner together la.. And the econs people actually specially came to eat with us.. Break up ahead. Monday then i have to go back school.. But break=study. Because A levels are coming.. I changed a new song. I love this song so much.. Enjoy.. I am going to happy^2 for a day!!!!!!! Tata~

Stress

I kept telling myself that i will not die. Coz i have plans and dreams for my future.. So that's the reason i survived.. Yesterday was a bad day. Maybe it is because of physics and Mr teo. I got so stress that i started to hear voices calling me to die while i tried to sleep.. I cried and got up every hour. I had a weird dream too. In the dream, i am back with my secondary school friends. We were having fun breaking the school rules and crapping.. Today, had physics papaer 3. I know it is a gone case for me. But i cannot help to have this relaxed feeling after i finished the paper.. The next two days will be two more relaxed papers... I had a long and peaceful sleep just now.. Yay! Next thurs and fri willl be marking days!!! Happy....................... Tata~

Graduation

Hehe........ Sad song?? =X hmm.. i sudden have the urge to put this song on my blog. So here it is.. I will really miss all my dearest friends when i graduate.. But then, now is not the time to think about this, but time to STUDY!!!!!!! Thanks loads 2 Ying^2 for her help..... =D Tata~
I am thinking of buying this dress.. (nice^2)


"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Photos of me and a new song

Haha....... Look sick?? So many photos of me and still me and me only... Hee. Yups. That's the photos of me in action... And i changed a new song.. So sorry if you cannot understand. But i find this song so meaningful. Remember all your friends are around. Get lots of courage to live by each day happily..... =D Everyone jia you and study hard!!!!!! kk.. wasted lots of time... Shall study......... tata~

Miss my cousins

This is the photo we last took during national day.. Almost a month i didn't see my cousins le.. Miss them so so much..... Wonder when will be the next time i see them. Maybe once after my prelims and then it will be after A levels. Stress period........ Haix haix. Anyway, yesterday went eat and then shop shop with my family. Saw my elder sis friends. I like them so much.. They are so nice.. Haha.. My sis wasn't with us. So her friends came over and talked to us.. There was too many people in the KFC and they couldn't find seats, so i joked and call them to sit in the rubbish bin... =P End up i didn't get to do my crazy shopping. Coz my parents spent loads time deciding on iron gate. Ya. So we end up buying iron gate.. Hehe. At least i get to be away from studying..... =D Tata~ Off to notes land..........

Apart from the real world

I have been living in my world for two days.. I uploaded this theme song of the show "Princess Hours". It is a very nice show. Highly recommended!! This song the lyrics is so true. But i didn't manage to find the translated version.. After watching so many dramas, i realised that all the shows always end up with the guy falling in love with the girl he didn't expect he will have feelings towards and it is through this girl that the guy will find himself. Haha.. Enough of dramas.. My mama got bacteria attack. Her finger is very swollen. And know what?? It's her middle finger which is swollen. So you can imagine her pointing her middle finger at us when she wanted to show us her swollen finger.. -_-" I have been wasting lots of time.. Something is bothering me so much. I want go crazy shopping!! I am really sorry if i have hurt you in anyway... Tata~ Nothing much to say about my boring life..

Feeling terrible

I just did something to hurt myself today. I bought lots of food and stuffed myself till i puke.. But i like the feeling. Sounds sick?? I don't care. I just feel terrible. I feel like doing crazy stuffs. But there's nothing i can do which will make me feel better. Face reality madeleine!!!!!!! ArgHHHHHHHHH...... I hope i can too.. But i cannot!!!! I am suffering... Help help! Anyway, Happy Teachers' Day to alll my dearest teachers!!! I love you all loads!!!!!!!!!!! Today the concert, the teachers actually acted to be students.. So dam cute and i am really touched by the teachers.. Maybe this kind of make me feel that i didn't regret going innova and going school in the heavy rain...... Hehe. I shall go watch some shows for a break........ Tata~