Changes..

I have changed to blogger beta.. It's so cool and fun!! Got more functions.. But then, i have no time to change all the stuffs. So shall wait till after 'A' levels then change.. Sound so long away.. No!! It's not. Only got 30 plus more days to 'A' levels and 40 plus more days to freedom!! Hehe.. Today we got no chinese lesson.. That choo choo don't know doing what.. So end up Gerald was like talking about things to prepare for the class chalet and stuffs.. Physics remedial is not that bad after all.. When go home, i really had a great laugh with mel, bash and lily.. Ks's bag can breathe!! Haha.. And he say that that's what's unique about his bag.. -_-" I love mooncakes!! My elder sis bought mooncakes.. OMG!! They are so nice!! Because it is from Lido.. Ya. Lido. My house here the bakery, and not the cinema.. =P Actually kind of promised my sis i will go my 3rd aunt's house. But then, i am quite tired la.. So i came home.. Got quite a lot of stuffs to do. The most important thing is to self-praise.. Going watch shows.. Tata~

(P.S. Sorry for the trouble that you have to sign in everytime you want to view my blog.. =X)

To All My Dearest Friends

To All Taking Exams, Especially Those Taking 'A' levels!!

Class Photos

**No Offence**

I am super depressed and disappointed with myself.. Maybe i am just stupid.. I don't know. People can actually study a bit and score well.. But me, i put in effort. I studied. I practiced. But my results showed nothing. It is much more worse than those who did last minute work.. What's happening huh?? Someone actually ask me if practice for maths helps to improve the grade, but "why you like did lots maths but your results still like this??". I am really very hurt. Inside me, they don't know what i am feeling.. They may think that they are the only ones suffering and being sad. They may think that they are the only ones who needs comfort. Please understand that i am a human being too. When you are down, please don't think that you are the only person in the whole world who is down. Because, right beside you, there may be a friend who is down too.. When you are happy, please contain your happiness.. Because, right beside you, there may be a friend who is still down.. The one who gives the most care to his/her friends is the one who needed care the most.. Tata~

Fun fun day!!

I got back all my prelim 2 results today.. Yups all.. The results are very depressing and i don't wish to talk about it.. Today, went Singapore Arts Museum with Lily, Mel, Ying & Mervin after school, for the sake of the AEP thing.. But, it was fun!! It really make my day and we did bit of shopping at bugis after that too.. We went pray at "Si Ma Lu" too.. =D

The admission ticket (cost:$1.50 only) :


Us busy doing our art pieces in the museum:





Busy putting up our art pieces:




My art piece




Ying's art piece


The nice auditorium at the museum:


This is what Mr Sim bought for lily.. And it's only for lily only.. Bias rite?? =P

Happy Birthday Shiling

Happy Birthday my dearest and most loved friend ling!!!!!!!!!! Yups. Yesterday had fun shopping with you. Though we both end up very tired. Yesterrday, went shopping at city hall with ling. Then we go toa payoh meet wei to eat and shop a bit there.. All i bought is food.. =X But at least i got to shop rather than study at home. O ya. Omg!! The service at the shops at suntec are dam good after the IMF.. So good till i am so scared.. Haha. You get into every shop, sure there will shop tenders who greet you and asking if you need help. We went to this mini toons at suntec, there's this guy, so scary. Everything we look at, he will approach us and start to introduce the thing to us.
Today, i got tuition later.. Tomorrow also have tuition.. Arghhhhh....... Hehe. But i am not unhappy la.. Just feel like complaining. Because it is maths.. My favourite subject. So i don't mind. Plus more tomorrow tuition can get to see my cute guy.. =p Hmm.. Time for reflection.. I really feel that i am an useless friend. Tata~

(P.S. Dor, wei and ling.. Get well soon!!!!)

WHY??!!

Why are they doing this to me?? I just wanted a bit of trust, a bit of freedom and a bit of fairness.. I don't ask for more.. Maybe the disease of being treated unfairly can be spreaded. I think i got the disease from Jestyn.. =X I am very hurt.. Too hurt that i can't help but cry. My heart hurts loads.. This is not the life i want.. Please trust me. Please believe in me. And please give me a break. My prelims were just over just yesterday. Please don't force me to study. I really need a break. You said you understand me. But do you know that i am suffering and i am stress during my exams?? You don't know!!! You don't know what i am going through at all.. You only expect things from me for your own good. You are just being too selfish. I hate you.

Happy Birthday Ying^2

Happy Birthday ying!!!!! Hehe.. So sorry that i didn't go out and celebrate with you. I am kind of lazy.. =X Yups yups.. Prelim 2 finally ended yesterday. Yesterday, had a small class outing.. After our last papers, we went have dinner.. There was bash, leader, lily, ying, saunders, shawn, mervin, zul, idhzuan and (jason).. We went to eat at Fish and Co. Actually i planned to do shopping. But then, i don't what happened, the others just cannot decide on what to do.. So we wasted time stopping here and there to decide on what to do. end up we all went home. Hehe. But it was great that we can have dinner together la.. And the econs people actually specially came to eat with us.. Break up ahead. Monday then i have to go back school.. But break=study. Because A levels are coming.. I changed a new song. I love this song so much.. Enjoy.. I am going to happy^2 for a day!!!!!!! Tata~

Stress

I kept telling myself that i will not die. Coz i have plans and dreams for my future.. So that's the reason i survived.. Yesterday was a bad day. Maybe it is because of physics and Mr teo. I got so stress that i started to hear voices calling me to die while i tried to sleep.. I cried and got up every hour. I had a weird dream too. In the dream, i am back with my secondary school friends. We were having fun breaking the school rules and crapping.. Today, had physics papaer 3. I know it is a gone case for me. But i cannot help to have this relaxed feeling after i finished the paper.. The next two days will be two more relaxed papers... I had a long and peaceful sleep just now.. Yay! Next thurs and fri willl be marking days!!! Happy....................... Tata~

Graduation

Hehe........ Sad song?? =X hmm.. i sudden have the urge to put this song on my blog. So here it is.. I will really miss all my dearest friends when i graduate.. But then, now is not the time to think about this, but time to STUDY!!!!!!! Thanks loads 2 Ying^2 for her help..... =D Tata~
I am thinking of buying this dress.. (nice^2)


"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Photos of me and a new song

Haha....... Look sick?? So many photos of me and still me and me only... Hee. Yups. That's the photos of me in action... And i changed a new song.. So sorry if you cannot understand. But i find this song so meaningful. Remember all your friends are around. Get lots of courage to live by each day happily..... =D Everyone jia you and study hard!!!!!! kk.. wasted lots of time... Shall study......... tata~

Miss my cousins

This is the photo we last took during national day.. Almost a month i didn't see my cousins le.. Miss them so so much..... Wonder when will be the next time i see them. Maybe once after my prelims and then it will be after A levels. Stress period........ Haix haix. Anyway, yesterday went eat and then shop shop with my family. Saw my elder sis friends. I like them so much.. They are so nice.. Haha.. My sis wasn't with us. So her friends came over and talked to us.. There was too many people in the KFC and they couldn't find seats, so i joked and call them to sit in the rubbish bin... =P End up i didn't get to do my crazy shopping. Coz my parents spent loads time deciding on iron gate. Ya. So we end up buying iron gate.. Hehe. At least i get to be away from studying..... =D Tata~ Off to notes land..........

Apart from the real world

I have been living in my world for two days.. I uploaded this theme song of the show "Princess Hours". It is a very nice show. Highly recommended!! This song the lyrics is so true. But i didn't manage to find the translated version.. After watching so many dramas, i realised that all the shows always end up with the guy falling in love with the girl he didn't expect he will have feelings towards and it is through this girl that the guy will find himself. Haha.. Enough of dramas.. My mama got bacteria attack. Her finger is very swollen. And know what?? It's her middle finger which is swollen. So you can imagine her pointing her middle finger at us when she wanted to show us her swollen finger.. -_-" I have been wasting lots of time.. Something is bothering me so much. I want go crazy shopping!! I am really sorry if i have hurt you in anyway... Tata~ Nothing much to say about my boring life..

Feeling terrible

I just did something to hurt myself today. I bought lots of food and stuffed myself till i puke.. But i like the feeling. Sounds sick?? I don't care. I just feel terrible. I feel like doing crazy stuffs. But there's nothing i can do which will make me feel better. Face reality madeleine!!!!!!! ArgHHHHHHHHH...... I hope i can too.. But i cannot!!!! I am suffering... Help help! Anyway, Happy Teachers' Day to alll my dearest teachers!!! I love you all loads!!!!!!!!!!! Today the concert, the teachers actually acted to be students.. So dam cute and i am really touched by the teachers.. Maybe this kind of make me feel that i didn't regret going innova and going school in the heavy rain...... Hehe. I shall go watch some shows for a break........ Tata~

YuYang is dam dam dam^infinity handsome

OMG!!!! I took photos with Khim, Adriano and of course YUYANG!! YuYang is very very handsome.. Hehe. But he is too young for me.. Anyway, it's really great time spent in school and they sing live really very nice. Although Adriano was bit nervous.. I am so tired now. After the GP prelim 2, which i am going to flunk, and the maths and physics extra lessons and the shopping. My back is aching now.. But i am still very happy that i took photos with YuYang.. Hehehehehehe....... I had a bad and weird dream. Yesterday, i was reading through my diary after i wrote an entry. I almost cried. Then i message lily, and her words really make me cried badly when i continue reading.. Hmm.. Shall not think about that incident, but what actually make me cried is a letter.. The POP talent show case was great.. Going bath le.. Tata~

Why are you always doing things your way??!!

If you are going to lie to me, better keep me from the truth forever, in other words, LIE TO ME FOREVER. I rather to be the fool who don't know anything than being hurt by knowing everything. How have life been?? It has been the same, studying and more studying. Something seems to be missing everyday. It's like i forgot to do something each day. I hope this feeling will get away from me soon.. Real soon okie.. Some words to people who always think that they are right: you are never always right. So please wake up and don't do things in whatever way you like. You are not living in your world. Please think of the people you have hurt deeply.. Can i say that my CT is not a nice teacher?? =X Yups. He is not nice at all! Not a single bit of nice.. Recently, i am becoming more and more blur on whether which is the real world. My dreams have been so real and at times i think i am talking about things happening in my dreams in the real world, which it never happened before. I am wondering if i am alright afterall.. Tata~ Study time!

What happens when the wrong love occurs??

Omg! The love that you yearn never comes but the wrong love always comes knocking on your door. When this happens, what should you do?? Get a subsitute or be a hard core? Anyway, beware, this kind of wrong love is in the air.. I realised that most teachers are bias. My sis was complaining about how unfairly she was treated by her teacher, and another sis started recalling back on her secondary school days when her class was treated unfairly, because her class was so called the "lousy" class.. This make me want to blog about an incident which happened. During a lesson, student A asked the teacher, "Can i draw the table with one leg?" Student B commented that it was such a stupid question and teacher heard his comment. So teacher said, "It's not a silly question student B. This question can tell between a good student and a better one." What the fuck! Was the teacher trying to side student A, or was the teacher trying to tell that it is not a stupid question, or was the teacher trying to say that student B is not that smart to say that it is a stupid question. I really hate the teacher. I don't think it is right for him to make such a comment. It is more not right to make it in front of the whole class, hurting student B. Luckily the teacher didn't use poor and better student instead. Maybe i misinterpreted the teacher, but i still feel that he is obviously being too bias and hurt all other students instead. Today's maths mock paper is difficult. I am kind of lazy to do. So i missed quite a lot of questions. I don't think i will be able to pass.. Oh ya. That stupid classmate make me walk here and there!! He dumb dumb. No question paper, then no cover page.. Can't he just tell me all before i walk to the teacher to get it.. I am so sleepy. But still must study.. Tata~

My sisters are in love

OMG!! I just found out that my two sisters are both in love. But i sound more like the deprived of love kind.. =p Haha.. Talking rubbish.. Anyway, had quite a bad day in school today. The air-cons in the lecture halls are down. So try to imagine a few hundreds of people all locked up in the stuffy lecture hall.. Till now i still wonder how i managed to survive two and a half hours there.. My nose is still blocked and sometimes having mild leakage.. I hate it.. I shall go practise my maths.. Tata~

(P.S. If it is so difficult to depend on others, i rather be independent. Coz i believe in myself. :> )

Not feeling well still

Yups yups.. I am still not feeling that well. Maybe i am going to fall sick badly soon. =X Just now i went jogging with my sis in the evening. Think i have a month didn't run le, had quite a hard time. But we had a fun time at the lower pierce reservoir. Haha. After running, we ate quite lots of oily food for dinner, so think the running end up useless.. I still have tonnes of homework and i haven't study for my pure maths mock paper, and the prelim 2 time-table is out.. Prelim 2 chinese paper two will spread till the second week the tuesday.. Arghhh.... Life sucks. I hate it..



These are pictures of what my sis gave me as encouragement. wanted to share the words on it with you people, "Only those who chase their dreams will catch them." Tata~ Off to homework land..