The end of the world

What's the last thing you want to do if tomorrow is the end of the world?

I went to watch 2012 with Juile just now. Quite a great show that really make people think and ponder a lot. I am still thinking of the things that I want to do if tomorrow is the end if the world. The first thing that comes to my mind is, I want an answer from him. But, tomorrow is not the end of the world, so I will not get an answer from him. Haha.

Save the Earth and learn swimming. I don't want to be frighten when I die. I am crapping already.. Make-up and contacts removed, time to sleep~ Tata~

A nice show to intro

下一站, 幸福

Date me~

I am super free now. Have rotten enough at home, it's time to plan my shopping schedule. =D If you're free, date me! I am not going to waste my pathetic 1 month holiday. I am going to do lots and lots of stuffs.

Am watching bbt now, I think now I know why the mei mei all not popular, they reali a bit disgusting. *yucks!*

Ling's laptop spoilt, I think mine's dying too. Praying hard that it can survive 2 more years. Praying hard for my results and praying hard that mui mui project can get a home.

Off to finish my bbt~

Alone but heart is warm

Yesterday, received 2 sms from my 2 lovely friends that super warmed my heart during this lonely times when I have to fight wars. 1 down, 6 more to go. Here saying a big HI to lover and flower, I miss you both infinity much too. Can't wait to get to spend time with you 2 weeks later. I am missing my friends.



I am home alone now. Going for my dearest sis convocation later. Congrats to her for getting a 2nd class honours! Going to do my make-up. Must be pretty in the photos. =D

Rush rush rush...

What has life become when I have to rush and rush and rush and rush, trying my best to complete everything at the shortest time possible? I am real tired. So hope I can just slow down and take a break. I feel like going to the beach. So long since I last went to the beach. Hmmm.. I think the last time was during my birthday. Ok. I am off to study.

I hate crowded trains and brisk walking people who block my way.

My theory

When you like someone, there's always a reason, because you can don't like someone for reasons too. When you love someone, there's no reason. Because you cannot don't love someone, but can only end up hating the someone.

I am home alone now. Talking over msn with wy and ling. I still have a pile of work to be done. I just can't settle down and focus on them. Help!! Going off to print notes.. Tata~

Tortured。Pain。Ill

I wanted to enjoy some time with my family, but god just don't want to give me the chance. I ended up feeling unwell and had to go home, dragging my very unhappy sis along. I am so so sorry and sad. Went for tui na again yesterday and is still feeling super pain now. I hope all these will end soon and a new Madeleine will be born.

After a long long wait, at last I received this! Thanks my dearest girl. =D

"You should’ve just told me the truth

I wasn’t the girl for you

Still I didn’t have a clue

Cause my heart depended on you

Though I say I hate you now

Though I shout and curse you out

Ill always have love for you

Because I am a girl"

我又做了蠢事

我又做了蠢事，还以为会有奇迹出现，但始终还是没有。可是，如果我可以从这件蠢事中得到教训，让我觉悟，这件事也许就没这么蠢了吧~ 我觉悟了。我不玩了，我走了。

如果的如果

如果失去的总是最好的，让你尝到失去，你会后悔吗？

Have not been doing things well recently. I am starting to hate myself. I am trying to find Madeleine back in me. It's time I start mugging. I have not been doing well in school. A ultra virus is spreading at home. I think I am getting it too. Please go away. I can't fall sick.

P.S. 好想和你分享我的乐与苦，但还是做不到。我痛苦时，你知道吗？

Time to come out of dreamland

Happy times pass super fast, days like minutes. The 2 events which I so looked forward to are over.. Just back from Gerald 21st birthday party. Ya, had a hard time trying to dress cute. It's time to wake up from happy dreams. Assignments, tests, revision, exams, here I come. Went to have manicure today, at last I get to pamper myself. Off to sleep~

P.S. Dreamt of you again yesterday. I think I miss you.

Bad things are happening

Have been having lots of negatives thoughts flooding in my mind. Seems like I can't control my mind anymore. I have not been myself since yesterday, don't know why, but I have a bad feeling. Something bad is going to happen. I hope I can find Madeleine back soon enough. I hope Daddy's stuffs will settle in a good way soon.

P.S. Have not had a meal with my sis for a long long time..

洪詩&鮪魚 - 雙人熱舞表演(我愛黑澀棒棒堂首播)

我愛黑澀棒棒堂8分鐘`搶先看

Miracles NEVER happen

Waiting for you is like waiting for miracles. In my heart, I know that it will never happen, but how I still keep hoping and wishing that it will happen. When it really happened, I'll be all too happy to remember how long I had waited for this one chance.

Went for "tui na" again today, my second session and it's still super pain. Lots of stuffs coming up, I'll be real busy. Hope all the work can keep my mind occupied and not think too much about stupid stuffs.

Great Disappointment

So it's confirmed, 棒棒堂&黑涩会will combine. But lollipop will not be joining them. Only choc7 is joining, my energy support will not come back. Hope they will faster faster come Singapore hold their concert.

P.S. No matter how unwilling, I have to let go. I know I'll end up with lots of regrets, but this is the time I learn and grow.

Wooo Hooooo

Great news! Is my lollipop coming back to channel v? OMG! My energy support. I hope it's true.. =D Andy is making a wise choice. Can't wait for 5oct!

Bad bad day

Bad bad day, rant and forget all about it!!! Today is a super black day. Promised myself I'll wake up at 2am to do my assignment, but ended up sleeping till the morning. Had to rush through my assignment in the morning. Was on my way early to school and receive my friend's sms, telling me the method may be wrong. I had no choice but to hand in what I have as I had no more time to edit and I still had 2 parts not done. So rushed through the 2 parts in school and went for Mat Lab lecture. Was there 15 mins early. The lecturer wanted to start his lecture, but ended up lecturing us for being late and always talking. Saying that we are the worst batch. He scolded for 15 mins and left the leacture hall. In my mind, "why am I scolded?" The rest of the day didn't go well too. Got back my calculus quiz and I got the lowest of all. Had really stupid mistakes. I really suspect that my mind was not working at all at that time. I am really disappointed with myself. I'll mug and mug and mug and mug.. No more fb, nds and phone.. No more shopping, tv and com too..

Just one day and so much things happened. So in total of 4 days, how much things can happen and where are you all this time? I am really feeling more and more confused.

Efforts gone down to the drains

If you are not willing to make a little effort, no matter how much effort I tried to put in, it will also end up being useless. So why you want to start it in the first place?

I am stranded, who can help me? I am sinking into my pile of work and my brain is not willing to coperate with me. Ok, I am almost halfway into my essay. Cheers on that! I will work hard, since it's a topic I like, but I hate all the referencing and citations.

I'm off and pissed off..

I decided to come back..

Hello! I am still not used to livejournal, so I have decided to shift back. Live has been torturing for me. The assignments, presentation and test. Why it's still not recess week?! I am going crazy soon. My life is in a mess now, all thanks to someone. Shall not talk more. Will update on recess week, which is coming soon and I already have all days filled with work to do. =X off to watch 终极三国~

Shifted

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