如果。。。

如果我诚心向上天祈祷，他们听得见吗？我的愿望会实现吗？

Exams finally ended yesterday. It was a real hectic and tiring semster. I am still so bothered over the mistakes I made. I really worked hard for this semster, I really hope I can score well. Now it's time to think of the modules to choose.. Hmm.. Stats or DE. They are modules I took this semster and I have to choose one of them before results are released. All thanks to the stupid youth olympics.. Everything is in a mess..

I shall enjoy my short holiday. Really wanna leave Singapore. Waiting for koi and tip top.. :D

Different stages in life

Life is a cycle. Cycle keeps repeating and is continuous.

Going through different stages of life is hard. But as one stage is completed, look back and give a sigh of relief.

Recently I just completed my contract at a tuition center. It's always sad to leave people who you have worked hard building relationships with. But, looking back, I am glad that I am free and from my own view, I think I did a perfect job!

Anyway, I am quite worried over Daddy. He has been complaining about his leg pain which affect his walking. & still, he wants to go bowling. I have said before, I am always sad that Daddy has to still work so hard at this age. I hope I can graduate soon and help with the expenses..

A long entry..

Hehehe.. I am going to type a long & crappy entry.. Yy?? Coz i wana practice typing fast on iphone. Hmm.. It has been a long time since my last entry?? I am facing stress in life again.. It is a torture & i am still convincing myself to take the positive side.. What if i am born rich?? What kind of different problems will i have?? How to spend my money?? Spending money make me feel good. Make me feel i do have a life afterall.. Make me know that i did work hard & get something in return. If only money is a little less important, life will be a little better.. Last week of holidays & i am already feeling all the stress from school. Time really flies..



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Shopping~

I wana go shopping! I dun wana go rot there!

At times, life is really hard. No matter how hard u try to work, it always turns out the negative. Sometimes i m really tired when i start thinking back. I can juz tell myself, nv regret, juz bang myself & move 4ward. Life's hard anyway..


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The unfair world

Saw two men who were so happy just with two small cakes they have bought for dinner, my heart dropped. People say that humans are the smartest animals. I think otherwise. Humans are the stupid-est, living in a world where money is the king.
I love taking long bus rides with music blasting in my ears. I love taking my time to walk each step, while I'm under the umbrella on a rain day.


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Happy Daddy's Day

This page is specially delicated to my dearest daddy. Thanks for working so hard to raise me up. Always feel so sad that you still have to work and be so stress at this age. Endure for 3 years more & I'll save you from all the work stress! I pray and hope that work will be better for you. I'll always be your precious daughter who you can be pround of.. :) Happy Father's Day Daddy!


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Money or enjoyment??

I am in the state of distress again.. Money has again lost it's importance over the mundane life. I start to think why I have to work so hard for money again. I really wanna spend my days in shopping malls, have nice food and hang out with friends. I am real tired. Enjoyment is the most important thing to me now. But money always has the power to make it a different answer when you start to think back and be filled with regret. I hate money!

Young..

I have watched 6 korean dramas in this 2 weeks! Omg~ too many korean dramas bring me into wonderland. Will i stay young if i keep thinking that i am 18? Age is just a number after all. But life is really getting boring at this time. Shall stop here..


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Time flies like crazy

It's the first day of June 2010 already.. We are at the mid point of yet another year.. Time really flies like crazy. One more month of holiday.. I wana get out of this country! Have been staying at home most of these days with korean dramas.. Now in Oh! My Lady world with Siwon... =D

P.S. No matter how hard I work, I never get out of here. I am real tired. Always back into square one..

Feeling so lousy

When things go wrong, they all go wrong together, causing people to lose all the will.. I'm feeling so lousy that I am once again back to my own world. I realise that it has been easy to get into my world now that no one really cares and contact me anymore.. Maybe i should just stay here and never get back into reality. Life's really hard..


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好不好

今天问了妹妹一个问题。 ＂为什么你对我这么坏，我还对你这么好？＂妹妹很生气地挖出所有我对她不好的时候来反驳。我想了想，妹妹为什么会这么自我？问题的重点应该是在＂对我好＂，而不是在＂对她坏＂吧~


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献给亲爱的妈妈

母亲节是妈妈的日子，我要把特别的这天献给我最爱的妈妈。谢谢妈妈把我带到这残酷的世界，但给我无比的爱，是我的力量，让我活了20年。妈妈谢谢你~

旭旭变谐星啦~

人缘不好

人缘不好 or i'm tinking too much? I hope is e latter.. Aneway, i'm feeling super low nw.. I hope i can get better n start wif my wrk, if nt i'll realli die..


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超级变变变 （棒棒堂版）

Birthday wants!!

Birthday greetings from the different organisations keep coming in since 1st Apr~ My birthday is indeed coming.. Hehe.. Can I list my wants?? Yes!

Madeleine's wants & had alrd requested someone to buy for her (I don't mind more than a set):
1) Bag for school
2) Travel cultery
3) Foldable unbrella

Madeleine's wants & still no one plan to buy for her:
1) Backpack
2) Menicure vouchers
3) Hello kitty stero
4) Love life tee
5) Any Hello kitty items =D

No more iphone case and note books please~ Hehe.

可爱的阿緯~

Wat shd i do??

Had algebra test 2dae.. So regret tat i din studi much.. Coz e test wasnt diff, all e quest r fr e tut.. Bt i din do my tut, so conclusion i duno how 2 do..

Tok abt him wif sum 1 2dae.. N sudden i miss him so much again.. I tink i'm going crazy. Yest was his bdae.. Was too busy 2 bother 2 drop him a msg.. Tinking of sending him an ecard 2dae.. Wonder if i shd.. It has been so long. Its reali time i totally giv up.. Will he b waiting 4 my wishes?? i wonder n wonder..

On my way hm fr sch nw. Ace was interesting. Had treasure hunt! Wana nap a while on train. Nid energy 2 rush 4 tuition. Tata~


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Sessy~

Saving trouble.

To save all my dearest frens hu care to noe more abt my life, i'm gonna save u fr all e trouble n remove e login page.. Haha.. I realise when i blog using my phone, i'm super lazy to use eng.. All my shorts appear again.. Anw, reali a super hectic 2 wks n at last its fri!! 1 more tut in 10 hrs time n my wk end of lesson plan is here!! I'm gonna wrk on my maths tut nw at dis hr, juz 4 dr zhao.. Tata~


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Shitty day

Rahhhhh.. Y m i so enthu 2dae, a mon, n cum an hr earli 2 sch??!! Thx 2 all e probs created by uncaring pp.. I m super affected! I shall shut up n find a plc 2 studi.. Zzzz..


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Life's nt tat gr8 aft all

Can all e idiotic tutors juz let me off n allow me 2 enjoy CNY? Can my dumb n shitty sis jus let me off n allow me 2 enjoy CNY?? Can all e misery juz pause n allow me 2 enjoy CNY?? I'm super nt in e mood on e 1st dae of CNY,. Nth more 2 rant.. Life sucks afterall..


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I hate myself!!

My mum has dis habit of waking us up super early in e mornings.. So dis morning, i juz tot it's still earli, since my alarm hav nt rang.. Sense sth was nt rite coz i waited n my alarm still did nt ring.. Woke up, check e time, it's 7!! Omg! I'm late.. (2 tink my less is @ 0830) so i rush like mad (i'm 1..), super pissed tat i hav 2 sit like a gd girl on train n do nth.. So hope tat i can teleport or mak e train fly.. Bt phew, saw 199 n rush 4 it, my fren hus supposed 2 let e tutor noe i'm late is in e bus too.. So afterall i'm nt tat late, bt i'll still b late.. Hope it'll b a gr8 dae ahead! Bus is going in2 sch @ last.. Tata-


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Don't assume tat u noe me tat well!!

I hav tonnes of wrk.. So i'm going 2 do a quick post via my phone.. My beloved phone!! Haha.. Tat's nt e whole pt.. I jus hav a new yr resolution.. I m going 2 b a super quiet n anti-social person in sch.. I jus super hate it tat dose pp assume tat dey noe me very well when dey'r nt even on my fren list. (oops.. Tat's childish..) anw, dey dun even noe me enough 2 label me.. Even my frens 4 10 yrs dun label me!! I jus hate dem tat dey like 2 grade me dwn n mak me feel inferior... Rahhhh.. I nid 2 rant!!! Wher's shawn???


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Super selfish

I have been so busy with school. I think my blog is going to be idle for a while. I really can't stand my sis. She's super selfish! She can wake me up from my sleep just because she couldn't sleep and my phone rang twice. She wake me up to off my phone! Omg.. If it's me, I'll just do that myself.. And now, she's her com no batt., mine too. I had to switch off 4 a while to plug in mine. She can say her com very low batt and wants me to plug it back. She's super selfish. All she think about is herself, herself and herself!

Love Life~

Weird weird day

Fell down in school today. It all happened too fast. I am not sure how I fell but I just ended up on the floor. Lucky I am already at the 2nd last step of the long flight of stairs to the canteen. But my leg is aching now. Cannot exert pressure. Maybe what Nas was saying today is right. Everything in life is destinated. Just like the uncle who was knock down by car at my area. He just died like this. He was still telling his daughter-in-law he was alright after the accident when the medics were attending to him. Tiring long day today. I am going to sleep!

Long long day..

Woke up at 7am today just as it started raining. So forced myself to enjoy the nice weather to sleep by sleeping for an hour more. Dragged myself to prepare for school at 8am. Super nice weather to travel. =D I like rainy days! So was in purple for Nas! Happy 22th birthday! Then had lunch in school, had cupcake from Nas, met Shiling, had yuan yang at a HK cafe, watch 听说 while wanting to puke, shop for hours at orchard, met my sis and back home!

听说 is really nice! 彭于晏 is super handsome! First time I went for moive with Ling without any food or drinks. I bought crocs flip-flops! I am thinking of investing in an iphone.. Hmm.. Can't think le.. Tata~

It's so COOL!

Do watch 2010-01-14 我愛黑澀棒棒堂: 誰才是新的亞洲舞王 羅志祥!

Nightmare

Thinking too much really make dreams. I dreamt of him yesterday, due to his reply. It's a super nightmare, coz I actuualy dreamt of him cheating on me. Why I already halfway moving on and all this had to happen all over again?

School is hectic currently. I am already flooded with assignments in this 1st week. I hope this sem will pass super soon. Coz I hate this sem.. Tata~ off to see them dance in bbt..

我最爱的蔡旻佑！

Time for sleeping beauty to wake up

Sleeping beauty didn't want to wake up because she's in such a nice dream. But one day, the dream turn out to be a nightmare, she had to wake up in fright. There's no prince and of course no kiss.

I hate the way I had to be normal and cherry in front of you. You are my dearest company, the people who loved me the most, the people who understand me the most. I like it when I spend time with you. You make me forget about all the unhappiness and that jerk. I just hate myself for being such a fool. Into the twenties and never getting any smarter..

虎牙 納豆 - 藝人共舞

意外和刚好

原来偶像剧里的意外和刚好，在现实生活中是不存在的。不管你有多想，不管是第几次的偷偷哭泣，意外和刚好都不会发生。你不说出来，没有人会知道你的心里话，没有人会知道你有多想，多痛，流了多少泪。。。


如果我不说话，你要永远保持沉默吗？

It's a small small world..

It's a wonder to see how your friends from two different groups are linked by this one stranger on facebook.

First "school day" of 2010 was greeted by a heavy downpour while I am trying hard to get back to sleep. (Hehe. Can't bear to not make use of the good weather, since it's my precious one week before school starts.) Have a fun time in school kids!

I love to take long walks and have the abundant time talking to my loved ones. This is what me and my sisters like to do. Yesterday I had long walks with my mei again. I think this is the second time in the holidays. I like it better when we all three sisters can spend this time together. (I know, I can't be selfish. My jie is super busy. But, I still can't control myself to stop missing her.) I went out with mama to do some shopping. It's kind of a torture. She just can't walk with me. I am tired. Off to let the music blast me off~

OMG! My small cousins are attending secondary school already. It's 10 years back since my 1st day of sec sch.. =X

Killing my brain cells..

I am starting to think again, the purpose of my existance in this world. Sometimes, it may not be me who wants to go into my own world, but I am just forgotten and left behind alone. Maybe nobody remembers me, my gone=nothing.

我想要说。。

我的蔡旻佑来到新加坡了！这会是他入伍前的最后一站，会等你回来哦~

Going to play badminton with my dearest cousins tomorrow, for their sake, I am going to miss meeting my Evan Yo. Am I great? I think so too.. Haha.. At last after a long wait, the mio person manage to get to my house to install mio tv. I have mio tv now. But it's nothing great as it's really useless, practically nothing to watch. I am really bored at home. There's nothing to do! Arghhh... going find shows to watch.. Tata~

Good stuffs to intro~

蔡旻佑 你看不到的天空



When will lollipop come to Singapore? Watching their recent concert in Guang Zhou, I am SO SO envious! I want to be near them too..

Anyway, here some stuffs to into~ Above, Evan's nice song. This MV has 鬼鬼。Other than that, 福气又安康 is a very nice show. Do watch. I am rotting at home these days. My sis having exams, I think I'm like having exams too. Nothing more to say at the moment. Shall go watch more shows~ Tata~

I almost forgot

I almost forgot all about it. Happy 3rd birthday my dearest lollipop. Lollipop turns 3 on 02 dec. Wooooohoooo! Cheers to them and all the best to them for their concert in China, Guang Zhuo & BeiJing.. Still waiting for them to hold one in Singapore..

该放弃还是该更努力呢

当你发现距离越来越远的时候，是该放弃还是该更努力呢？如果，你已经努力过了，是不是该放弃了？要努力到什么时候才是该放弃的时候呢？不是努力过就可以了吗？不是有努力就会成功吗？不是有努力就不会内疚吗？

那为什么我在放弃的时候，却感到内疚呢？小时候的童话故事，道德故事，都是骗人的！它们都不曾在这个世界里出现过~

寻找自己

寻人启事

姓名：林美玲
年龄：21岁
身高：160多 cm
体重：40多 kg

她最爱粉红色和吉蒂猫，最爱和家人和朋友在一起的时光，最爱逛街和狂卖东西。如果你看到她的话，请把她送回家。因为，她正在寻找她自己。

Out with dearest lover~

Went out with my dearest lover just now. We had a meal together & THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE TREAT! =D It has been more than half a year since we last met. Time really files. Ok. I will crack my brain and organise a gathering for S71 soon... Till then, I am going into my own world~ Tata~

I hate I hate....

I hate it when they quarrel over little things. I hate it when they use me as the middle person. I hate it when I have to be uncomfortable at my own house. I hate I hate.. I hate lots of stuffs that happened today. I am so going to enjoy my day tomorrow!

I wana buy this. =D

The end of the world

What's the last thing you want to do if tomorrow is the end of the world?

I went to watch 2012 with Juile just now. Quite a great show that really make people think and ponder a lot. I am still thinking of the things that I want to do if tomorrow is the end if the world. The first thing that comes to my mind is, I want an answer from him. But, tomorrow is not the end of the world, so I will not get an answer from him. Haha.

Save the Earth and learn swimming. I don't want to be frighten when I die. I am crapping already.. Make-up and contacts removed, time to sleep~ Tata~

A nice show to intro

下一站, 幸福

Date me~

I am super free now. Have rotten enough at home, it's time to plan my shopping schedule. =D If you're free, date me! I am not going to waste my pathetic 1 month holiday. I am going to do lots and lots of stuffs.

Am watching bbt now, I think now I know why the mei mei all not popular, they reali a bit disgusting. *yucks!*

Ling's laptop spoilt, I think mine's dying too. Praying hard that it can survive 2 more years. Praying hard for my results and praying hard that mui mui project can get a home.

Off to finish my bbt~

Alone but heart is warm

Yesterday, received 2 sms from my 2 lovely friends that super warmed my heart during this lonely times when I have to fight wars. 1 down, 6 more to go. Here saying a big HI to lover and flower, I miss you both infinity much too. Can't wait to get to spend time with you 2 weeks later. I am missing my friends.



I am home alone now. Going for my dearest sis convocation later. Congrats to her for getting a 2nd class honours! Going to do my make-up. Must be pretty in the photos. =D

Rush rush rush...

What has life become when I have to rush and rush and rush and rush, trying my best to complete everything at the shortest time possible? I am real tired. So hope I can just slow down and take a break. I feel like going to the beach. So long since I last went to the beach. Hmmm.. I think the last time was during my birthday. Ok. I am off to study.

I hate crowded trains and brisk walking people who block my way.

My theory

When you like someone, there's always a reason, because you can don't like someone for reasons too. When you love someone, there's no reason. Because you cannot don't love someone, but can only end up hating the someone.

I am home alone now. Talking over msn with wy and ling. I still have a pile of work to be done. I just can't settle down and focus on them. Help!! Going off to print notes.. Tata~

Tortured。Pain。Ill

I wanted to enjoy some time with my family, but god just don't want to give me the chance. I ended up feeling unwell and had to go home, dragging my very unhappy sis along. I am so so sorry and sad. Went for tui na again yesterday and is still feeling super pain now. I hope all these will end soon and a new Madeleine will be born.

After a long long wait, at last I received this! Thanks my dearest girl. =D

"You should’ve just told me the truth

I wasn’t the girl for you

Still I didn’t have a clue

Cause my heart depended on you

Though I say I hate you now

Though I shout and curse you out

Ill always have love for you

Because I am a girl"

我又做了蠢事

我又做了蠢事，还以为会有奇迹出现，但始终还是没有。可是，如果我可以从这件蠢事中得到教训，让我觉悟，这件事也许就没这么蠢了吧~ 我觉悟了。我不玩了，我走了。

如果的如果

如果失去的总是最好的，让你尝到失去，你会后悔吗？

Have not been doing things well recently. I am starting to hate myself. I am trying to find Madeleine back in me. It's time I start mugging. I have not been doing well in school. A ultra virus is spreading at home. I think I am getting it too. Please go away. I can't fall sick.

P.S. 好想和你分享我的乐与苦，但还是做不到。我痛苦时，你知道吗？

Time to come out of dreamland

Happy times pass super fast, days like minutes. The 2 events which I so looked forward to are over.. Just back from Gerald 21st birthday party. Ya, had a hard time trying to dress cute. It's time to wake up from happy dreams. Assignments, tests, revision, exams, here I come. Went to have manicure today, at last I get to pamper myself. Off to sleep~

P.S. Dreamt of you again yesterday. I think I miss you.

Bad things are happening

Have been having lots of negatives thoughts flooding in my mind. Seems like I can't control my mind anymore. I have not been myself since yesterday, don't know why, but I have a bad feeling. Something bad is going to happen. I hope I can find Madeleine back soon enough. I hope Daddy's stuffs will settle in a good way soon.

P.S. Have not had a meal with my sis for a long long time..

洪詩&鮪魚 - 雙人熱舞表演(我愛黑澀棒棒堂首播)

我愛黑澀棒棒堂8分鐘`搶先看

Miracles NEVER happen

Waiting for you is like waiting for miracles. In my heart, I know that it will never happen, but how I still keep hoping and wishing that it will happen. When it really happened, I'll be all too happy to remember how long I had waited for this one chance.

Went for "tui na" again today, my second session and it's still super pain. Lots of stuffs coming up, I'll be real busy. Hope all the work can keep my mind occupied and not think too much about stupid stuffs.

Great Disappointment

So it's confirmed, 棒棒堂&黑涩会will combine. But lollipop will not be joining them. Only choc7 is joining, my energy support will not come back. Hope they will faster faster come Singapore hold their concert.

P.S. No matter how unwilling, I have to let go. I know I'll end up with lots of regrets, but this is the time I learn and grow.

Wooo Hooooo

Great news! Is my lollipop coming back to channel v? OMG! My energy support. I hope it's true.. =D Andy is making a wise choice. Can't wait for 5oct!

Bad bad day

Bad bad day, rant and forget all about it!!! Today is a super black day. Promised myself I'll wake up at 2am to do my assignment, but ended up sleeping till the morning. Had to rush through my assignment in the morning. Was on my way early to school and receive my friend's sms, telling me the method may be wrong. I had no choice but to hand in what I have as I had no more time to edit and I still had 2 parts not done. So rushed through the 2 parts in school and went for Mat Lab lecture. Was there 15 mins early. The lecturer wanted to start his lecture, but ended up lecturing us for being late and always talking. Saying that we are the worst batch. He scolded for 15 mins and left the leacture hall. In my mind, "why am I scolded?" The rest of the day didn't go well too. Got back my calculus quiz and I got the lowest of all. Had really stupid mistakes. I really suspect that my mind was not working at all at that time. I am really disappointed with myself. I'll mug and mug and mug and mug.. No more fb, nds and phone.. No more shopping, tv and com too..

Just one day and so much things happened. So in total of 4 days, how much things can happen and where are you all this time? I am really feeling more and more confused.

Efforts gone down to the drains

If you are not willing to make a little effort, no matter how much effort I tried to put in, it will also end up being useless. So why you want to start it in the first place?

I am stranded, who can help me? I am sinking into my pile of work and my brain is not willing to coperate with me. Ok, I am almost halfway into my essay. Cheers on that! I will work hard, since it's a topic I like, but I hate all the referencing and citations.

I'm off and pissed off..

I decided to come back..

Hello! I am still not used to livejournal, so I have decided to shift back. Live has been torturing for me. The assignments, presentation and test. Why it's still not recess week?! I am going crazy soon. My life is in a mess now, all thanks to someone. Shall not talk more. Will update on recess week, which is coming soon and I already have all days filled with work to do. =X off to watch 终极三国~

Shifted

New add: http://princessberries.livejournal.com/

Super nice performance by 1/2 lollipop

Abstract

Post taken from myspace, 24 July 21:55
Title: I don't mind paying a little more for good service

Today I went to buy some stuffs, the shop auntie is super nice! She smiles at me and give me discount also. Haha. I will sure go back to her shop again, though another shop will sell cheaper stuffs. I don't mind paying a little more, she makes me HAPPY. So I went to Sentosa yesterday with Julie and Tamara. Something not very nice happened, no details till I settle with it. I will upload the photos soon. =D 模范棒棒堂 going to end next wednesday. I am super sad! My energy source is going to be gone. PLease come to Singapore for concert soon lollipop. I am waiting for you! I rot for the whole of today. Shall go shopping after tuition tomorrow. Off to watch shows.. O ya. This marks my first blog entry here! (Blogger is having some problems.) Tata~

一棵大树会住着多少生物呢？

今天在回家的路上，抬头看见了一棵大树，不禁想着：“这棵树到底是多少生物的家呢？”

Today is a super long but meaningful day! =D I always love spending time with my family. I think I only have them now, starting to wonder where all my friends gone to.. =X After brunch, I went Ikea with cousin Adeline and 3rd aunt. We shop shop there, then we went to eat KFC at a near-by shopping center (I don't know what's the name) and we did some shopping there. So after being a little crazy and spending some crazy time with them (only I went crzy, guess I was just too tired), I came home. I think I only managed to sit down for 10 minutes and I went out again to amk central with mama & papa. Jie met us there for dinner and we did shopping. I bought more chocolates. (Oh! I thought I am on diet and aiming for less than 45kg??!!) So that's my super long day and it's ending with a shocking news that cousin Eileen's bag got stolen in church. The whole bag was gone and only hers was gone. I hope she don't get too upset or shock over it. Praying that after this, better things will come for her and parying that mama will get well soon with her cough. Off to shower and sleep~

我的棒棒堂没有对嘴！

Holiday RESUMED~

Something to share: found my teddys in this chaotic positions. (Was there a war or earthquake previously??)

Mei mei showered, papa showered, I showered and followed by mama showered. Haha. A cute family (Jie still out with her darling) showered, one after another and everyone is having the same scent now. Peach bath! My favourite and special requested by me to purchase the bath. It really makes your skin feel soft and smooth. (haha. Not trying to promote for them, but if you want you can try it.)

Yay! My practicum ended. After the super long 5 days in a secondary school, I survived! Holidays are resumed, 3 more weeks to go before school starts.

Breakfast from ling, for my 1st day practicum in sec school. (was super unwilling to go then~)

Last sunday, we went out as a family. I think it has been a long time since we did that. I was really happy! I am quite upset over jie. Her darling and friends are important to her now, at times I really hope I am among that category.

I can't stand any longer. Waking up at 5 plus every morning is a torture!! I am going to sleep..

Good morning class~

不要为错过的绿灯感到难过，因为错过了这个绿灯，才可以自在下个绿灯成为第一名。

Practicum practicum.. I'm getting kind of bored~

我在学着做个自私的人

一个人从出生到死亡，会遇见3万个人: 3千个是朋友和同事，而只有3百个是亲近交谈过的。



棒棒堂香港《我是传奇》演唱会圆满成功！演唱会真的好精彩哦~我没有机会到现场去，但很谢谢那些上载他们演唱会的影片。棒棒堂，你们几时来新加坡呢？哈哈，我已把他们所有的歌都放进我的mp3了，为他们来新加坡开演唱会时准备，准备和他们合唱所有的歌！

Fate?

I am back home. Met up with Julie (thanks for the lovely pressie and card!!) just now at amk hub once again. We chatted lots and it's really nice spending time with a close friend. I am happy and at last I feel that I am doing something useful again. I forgot to bring my camera and we did not take any photos. =( We will be going for a underwater world date after our practicum. (Will make up for all the missed photos then.) 加油for us both and all NIE year 1 for the practicum.

Yesterday night, I read Charmaine's blog till 2am. It was really sad and aching to know about a little girl, so young and she has to face so much pain and terror. Praying hard for her to recover soon and praying for miracles to happen and I believe it will as Charmaine will be brave to live on for the sake of her mum and kor kor.. 加油Charmaine! For those who will like to help and knoe more about Charmaine you can click on the image below.



My right ring finger is very pain. I am not sure how I hurt it, but I am now unable to write as it is very pain when I hold a pen and exert pressure. I am bored once again~ Going to watch more shows.

Recommendation: Circus Action 4 (begins 4th july 9pm on channel [V] )

小朋友吵架 (Intro by 小鬼）

A happy or sad morning?

I was showing off my new album to my sister, then there came fire engine and police car sirens a distance away. I continue showing my album, then the sirens came nearer, I commented, "they got the wrong way?" My sister replied, "is come our house here la!" So the firemen and policemen are busy now at my house here the carpark. I am not sure what happened, but it seems serious. My mama ask me to go check what happen, she say if not we need run, no time pack things. Haha~

Back to my album!! =D I got 《我是传奇》！Hot from taiwan, 2 days after their release. Thanks to my sis friend for buying it back for me. Not going to share the content with you. I am going to enjoy it~


P.S. They went off, looks like is 虚惊一场~

梦与现实的区别

当梦与现实已分不清楚的时候，这代表了什么呢？我该怎么办呢？在我的世界里，梦与现实已融合在一起了。有些时候，我会把记忆归类到不对的类型。我好想从我的世界，我的梦，走出来哦！谁来救救我？我真得好苦~

P.S. 想恋着姐姐呢~

I got it~

Stupid internet is running super slowly. Haha.. So I always cannot resist over the power of what I want and I bought it. So I bought the camera and mummy still don't n=know about it or she'll kill me. (She doesn't know about lots of my stuffs anyway.) I'll use it if I go have dinner with ling and maybe wei later.
So I did half a day of cleaning. Packing and cleaning my house is a torture. But I really cannot stand my house being so messy. So I also helped sis to pack her room. She gona owe me 100 man.. Off to watch bbt~ I am sleepy in this weather..

我是傳奇

Diet

OMG! I had 3 meals today, with ice-cream. I am going to cut down on my eating before I get fat again. Bread with nutella, Kimchi ramen with fish cakes, Rice with seafood soup and fried oyster egg.. I really like all my meals today, the best is kimchi ramen with fish cakes! Tomorrow is another day of tuition. Have to wake up early to get to tuition at 10am. Then I'll go do some shopping! =D

I am aiming for this!

F4 After Story

Big spender

Hahaha.. I spent 100 bucks in a few hours. I think it's only at most 2 hours. =X Shopping is too tempting. I want to buy everything! O ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORCAS! I'm off to watch bbt~

故事再难过，我也会学着去享受

因为你，我才来到这个世界。我是因为谁而来到这个世界呢？

该不该？

棒棒堂《我是传奇》专辑要在6月19日发行咯~姐姐的朋友真的不能在台湾帮我买吗？我不想一直抱着空希望。在网页上看到有人提供台湾专辑预购，我该预购吗？好期待棒棒堂的专辑和赠品哦~上一张专辑太期待了，结果被sembawang骗了，这次就不要上当了。。。

爸爸昨天奇怪地问我：“你又剪头发啊？”

等等，等等。。。

亲爱的小薇

今天又到小薇家串门子了。和她在一起真好，我看的戏她都有看，和她交谈，我们就像同一个世界的人，我说什么她都懂，都能接，不用我多解释。好了，缩短讲我的故事。如此如此，这般这般。。。 期待明天看野兽吃汉堡~

Choc7超克7-等什麼MV

一切都是谎言

真的只要努力就行了吗？你错了！这一切的一切都是谎言！不管我怎么努力，我还是输给别人，和他们的距离也越来越遥远。我该怎么办？谁能来告诉我要怎么做？就让我这样一直睡着吧。。。

如果我变成回忆

如果我变成回忆，可以让我回来这世界一秒，看看这世界是否因为我而改变。

好开心今天又和亲爱的表姐弟妹聚在一块了，期待的一天就这样瞬间的消失了。好希望能常常这样聚在一块，谈谈无聊的话题，做做无聊的事。

我好累了，不写了。送你可爱的我吧。晚安！

Choc7超克7-太青春MV

I LOVE LIFE!

This is a halfway done video. Haha. I did this and halfway I got so tired so I stopped. It is delicated to all my loved ones. Be it family or friends, I love you all so much. Thanks a million for being part of my life. Without you, everything will be so different. Thanks and loving you always~

Time for Updates

Thanks for all the wonderful pressies! Not forgetting all the ang paos given by my relatives. Thank-you!

Thanks for all the love notes!

It has been a long long time since I last updated my blog. I'm back and officially 21 and it's HOLIDAY! Yes, firstly, I want to thank all who attended my 21st birthday celebration. Special thanks to my family who helped me so much to make it happen, especially my sis Meili who helped the most. Daddy, xiao yi and yu xian who helped to fill up the 200 water balloons. Jiu Jiu who bought fruits and cut and arranged them nicely. 2nd aunt who help to pump the balloons and tie my ribbon. (And we forgot all about it and only brought it out when everyone almost went off.) Xiao shu shu who came early to help. I would also like to thank flower for coming over to stay and also helped with my decorations. Many thanks to all others who helped in one way or another whom I didn't mention. Thank-you and thanks a million.

Yesterday was a super long day for me. I woke up at 7am and travelled all the way to Bukit Panjang. I was super worried I would spoil the birthday surprise by being late. I did morning exercise by running and running and I did managed to reach before flower. Yes. Yesterday was flower's birthday and I planned a little surprise with Heup Seng, by appearing with Gerald and Melissa on Heup Seng's and flower's super early (Coz of me and mel) breakfast date. We had lots of laughs and fun at delifrance. I am really gald that flower was touched. Happy Belated Birthday flower! After that, we went to flower's room to rot a while, with me and mel yawnin like mad. I then travel all the way down to Grandmother house. Hang around in the room with eileen and my sis. Me and my sis took stupid photos here and there. We had subway for dinner and the onion was super hot. Then we travel home and me and my sis went to another grandma house which is at the same block as mine. My cousins had some maths questions to ask. I did some teaching and played video games. I had chicken and grapes too. It was super fun to hang out there with cousins, grandma, uncles and aunts. (Can't wait to see them again on sat.) Me and jie stayed on till the latest to play games and compete with each other. At last we came home and my super long day ended after facing the computer and with beauty sleep.


This is my restaurant. I am super stuck with this game currently. My cooks are Meiting, Meili, Eileen and Adeline. Waiters are me and Gary. Haha. Other than hanging around in the virtual world, I had one more student also. Sec 3 maths, my relative. These two weeks will be super busy for me as they are having exams. I wanna go shopping! I am available for dates! Oh ya, I went to this Japanese food court on friday for dinner with dor, ling, wy & kok. I love hanging out with them! We always have lots to crap about. Dor will be going off to US on thurs, wish her all the best and will miss her like crazy~ Tata~ Off to complete my busy day.

P.S All photos taken for my 21st birthday are uploaded in myspace. Cousins can also get some photos in our group. I will edit and upload them in facebook soon.

Reminder

Here's a little reminder to all who are invited~ Please try not to be late (exp those with special reasons). Thanks and looking forward to see you! =D

【LOVE LIFE 珍愛生命‧永不放棄 】

Mp3 player

I need a mp3 player. I think my phone only looks pretty and the function sucks.. If can I want a mp4 player more.. =X

More items on the list

Haha.. More things you can buy for me!! I need a backpack. Can I have a nike one? Hee. I came across this site: http://www.fancypocket.sg/. They sell so many pretty things. You can just buy me 1 from the site. Do a quick glance through and saw this pink chocolate bar nds cover. Cute! Will browse more before I decide to buy any.. Tata~

Another thing that I want

I saw this super pretty pink heels that 楊丞琳 wore for 20 Mrach 娱乐百分百 & 23 March 康熙来了. I love it so much!!!! Another item on my list, I hope to get something similar. A pair of pretty pink heels!!! Tata~

What I want

Rainy rainy.. Don't feel like doing anything but there are tonnes of things to do. Let me slack a while please.
So I bought a birthday gift for myself. LG KF 350 or widely known as the ice-cream phone. My pretty pink phone. Not much functions, but it's pretty.
Here are some hints to birthday pressie:
I need a new wallet, new bag, new pencil case, and today I saw something really beautiful. Singpost is having this hello kitty stamp collection promotion till 30th march.. The stamp set is super pretty and the tumb drive is pretty too. Though it's not as pretty as the one I have now.. Ok. End of hints. Conclusion is, I can buy all the above myself during my holidays when I have 2 months to shop. (except for the stamp set.) Tata~ off to slack..

Overloaded

Quiz, assignments, presentation and more assignments.. I am overloaded with work!! Help!! I don't know where has all my time gone to. I had to make a guilty confess that I had to report unwell and cancel my tuition last minute today. I really have no time and many deadlines to meet. I have to declare that I HATE ALS and I HATE MY ALS TUTOR!! Rah!!!!! What a stupid module. Ok. I am off to do work. I need all the time..Hope mama, 3rd aunt and Adeline get well soon.. =D

Symptons of STRESS

I am aching all over now!! My bones and skin and head and whole body is very pain at the moment! I think I am falling sick. Please don't let me fall sick. I still have lots of stuffs to do and a cool party to attend on sunday.
These past few days were total disastrous. I had a test and quiz today. I have been having problems concentrating on my studies as my sis is on holiday. I was super worried all the way from yesterday. Could not sleep at night and started tearing. The test and quiz were disastrous too. Pray for me.. Off to watch bbt~ Tata~

Male & Female

So Innova actually score well this year. Actually I am wondering is just one student score well taht's why they got onto news or all did well overall. =X
I seriously think that god create male and female with all the differences to see them fight and quarrel. My mum and dad can just quarrel over cutting apples. OMG! I think their life is kind of boring as a couple. So mum left house. Don't know where she went, but she was crying. I hate all this.. Tata~

I earned another cut today

Let your hair down, off with all the make-up and laze on the bed at home with your laptop while you surf the net in a rainy night. Haha. That's exactly what I am doing. I wonder if my skin is too thin or I am just too clumsy, I got another cut when I am opening a pack of vitegen. Nice nice weather for some updates.. So my lollipop are back in bbt. HORRAY!! They are really my energy. I was super tired after 6 hours of straight lessons, but when I reach home and watch bbt, I revived!! At last I am sort of on time for my work, except for the sucky research paper. My weekeds are for more assignments, notes and projects. I am on an early weekend this week as there are no lessons tomorrow. Life is meaningless at the moment. Shopping became meaningless too. But I still spent money on clothes online. =X I think that's about it. I hope daddy gets well soon and my sem end soon.. Tata~ Off to browse some colthes..

P.S. I am going on diet! I am getting fat!!

Death

It all came too sudden. Mummy came home telling me that "ah bui" uncle died. The last time I see him is on Chinese New Year Eve. He was so thin that you can see how much he suffered with all the stupid illness.

Ah bui uncle, I guess you are feeling a lot more better on the other side of the world with your brother. I will not forget you. Do bless your loved ones with the energy to move on, especially your beloved wife. My sister and I and all are still trying to accept the all too sudden fact that you left. If you're not suffering anymore, we'll take time to accept the fact.

世界末日

如果距离世界末日还剩七天，在这七天里，你会想做些什么？原来有些事要亲身体验，才能了解当时的情况。有些事虽然外人看了觉得非常笨，但把事实永远藏在心里，是最好的选择。

I love my family! They are the energy and support of my life. No matter how hard I am surviving, how depressed and hurt I am, having them around always make me forget everything and enjoy myself as much as I want. I have decided to quit him. Thanks to my stupid actions.

Yesterday was black friday, and really a black friday for me that I have to think twice on what shoes to wear to school, so that I would not trip and fall down the stairs. =X I was mopping the floor at home and I can knock my elbow and cut my finger. But happy things followed. It was grandpa's birthday celebration and I get to spend time with my beloved cousins. It was also 5th uncle's exact birthday. I ate and drank till all filled to my neck. Drinking earned me a good night sleep. Tata~ I need SHOPPING!!