FREE

I am free!!! So I had my second and last paper today. At least today's paper is a lot better than the first. I am so going to stop thinking about it, before it start my bad mood again.. So two days ago was my sis's birthday, we bought a cake for her. (since her first cake was so pathetic shared among 4 person, but she had a few celebrations with her friends too, so this was the don't know how many cake she had. But they say the cake I chose was so my style.. Haha.) Happy Belated Birthday Meiting! I am so going to start my holiday at last~ Tata~

欢迎荷花到我家

欢迎荷花到我家~ Yups. Today flower came to my house, so 难得. Her friend had to corrupt mayflower sec. =x Haha. & this is the 1st time I chase people home. So sorry girl, coz I having exam, so can't enjoy too much with you. Promise I will try to organise a gathering soon and I will surely meet you real soon! & so sorry to mel too. I have not found a time to call you yet. Soon I will be free for dates people. 5 more days to go! I am going to relax a bit before studying~ Can't wait to meet my cousins tomorrow.. Tata~

舞林大道-黑角

舞林大道-黑角

对不起-王子

好幸福的女粉丝哦！可以和王子“谈恋爱”拍MV。

I am back!!

I am back from my long waited gathering.. Time really files, but I had a fun time with all my cousins!!! =D I really love them all loads.. So we ate and had lots to laugh about, and most importantly, TAKE PHOTOS!! So, feel free to view all photos at myspace.. I'm off to shower, watch tv, take out my contacts and sleep!! I can't wait for the "secret"!! ;)

Free!!!

At last I am free from essays for a while! Finished my essay on thursday night, felt a strong relief. I was super disturbed and stress over my psychology essay for weeks. Handed in yesterday, I hope I didn't flunk, I tried my best.. Now, two more papers and I am free till next year. So many things to look forward to after exams. Lollipop coming Singapore! I can't wait to see them, I really miss them lots after they graduate.. Today is a happy day, meeting up with all my cousins and birthday celebration!! I shall start mugging tomorrow.. Tata~ I'm off to dress up and be pretty.. =D

Happy

I am HAPPY!! Haha. Can I say double thanks to Shawn, one for the trouble to upload 32 songs for me & another early one for going to get me a pressie from Australia. Just now saw my grandma and helped her carry some stuffs to her house. Spent some time there, watching TV and talking to my uncles. I like talking to m uncles! My 3rd uncle went to drink behind my grandma's back!! & I'm super sad that he can't send me to school on Monday evening. Who can send & is willing to send me to school on Monday evening??
I am back with the kids. I like spending time with them. But sometimes when people get too happy, it's time to get back to the sad part. I still hav a test to study, script to write, 2 tutorials & 1 essay and I've tuition tomorrow morning!! OMG! I am going crazy.. Thanks to flower.. I am fine. Just don't wanna disturb u & ur fren.. Tata~ I'm off to watch TV!

Updates

Ahhhhhhhh......... I am not MIA. Haha. But I don't seem to find the time and mood to blog. So I am here for updates after 2 weeks. Lots of things happened, but I am not going to name all. (Since I have short-term memory. =X) I flunk my tests, I flunk my OP (which is so important & should not be a problem to me. Did I expect too much?) I still can't get down to study when I am way lacking. I am going crazy with all the stress! I did broke down on hari raya. I cried badly, not knowing who to call. I did call ling, (Just went shopping with ling & my sis yesterday.) I know she'll only make me feel worse, but talking to her really make me cried hard after that. I don't know what to talk about, so I shall stop here to print my notes and watch bbt. God bless me, I am doing something extra which I like to know that Life is not meaningless.. Tata~


I threw away my beloved kitty at last..


Thanks to Dor, SH & WY for this lovely super belated pressie which gave me a hard time. Thanks to WY & friend too for travelling all the way to my home to deliver it on a super rainy day.

Singing

HE ACTUALLY SAY THAT I LOOKED ALIEN??!! Oh ya, I forgot that he is an alien himself, that's why I looked alien to him. HE IS A SUPER BIG ALIEN HIMSELF! AND TRUTHFULLY, I SWEAR, HE REALLY LOOKS LIKE AN ALIEN. I HATE HIM, MY STUPID IDIOT PROJECT GROUP MEMBER. Lucky I only need to face him for a semester and once every week. Let's get into something HAPPY!! Went to Katong to sing with my dearest cousins today. Although the journey was super long, and delayed by someone, but I am still happy I get to sing at last and spend time with my cousins and sisters. Cheers! I am super tired, and I have to do some readings.. Tata~ View photos on myspace!

棒棒堂- 藏j经阁 MV

棒棒堂- 藏j经阁 MV

我快崩溃了！

Photos photos!!


Raw food for thoughts~


My great work! =D

Do we look alike?


Self-shots


Lack of colour pigment cockroach & wasted food..


Touty's birthday celebration on yy's birthday.. ;)

这个星期是假期，可是我呆会儿还得回学校，到底是什么假期吗？！！我的心里有许多不愉快和害怕。她根本不知道我的想法，我决定不再管她了。是！我宣布我放弃了！另外，有很多功课在等着我，六天已经浪费掉了，我不知道还要浪费掉几天。我快受不了了，要这么把自己陷入功课呢？

Happy Birthday Ling!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest ling!!! Haha. Had fun with you guys yesterday~ Ling, next year I must send my wishes all the way to Norway le, thinking of this I am starting to miss you. So we must meet up more often k, not 5 times per year.. Enjoy your day wor..

View more photos at myspace..

Fire fire

Another round of fire, this time is at my block, directly above my flat, the 10th storey. The fire happened in the afternoon and now they are still busy clearing the burnt stuffs. Heard it was a very big fire, I was in school. But I can smell all the burnt smell in the lift. Because they used the lift to transport all the burnt stuffs down. Ok. Enough of fire, if you want to know more about it, read the newspaper..
Not to kill two caring friends with suspense, I shall share with everyone my "joke". Yesterday, my tuition was well over, but my student had not finish his homework still. So I told him to check with his school teacher the remaining two questions as my brain was filled with "going home" and could not think of any solutions. He asked his mum in, and I ended up having a discussion with the mum on the solutions. OMG! It's maths, something I should be good in. But I cannot even solve simple primary 4 questions. I think his mum is going to sack me soon. (I don't have to think if I should quit tuition to have extra time to concentrate on my studies.) The questions are too simple for me to solve!! Help!! I am such a failure and I felt so bad, not being able to help my student when it was my job..
Arggghghhhh!! Enough of that, happy thing is lollipop going back bbt for today's show. Can't wait to watch it tomorrow. My favourite lollipop!!! Tata~ I still have to go back to school on recess week.. Zzzzz.....

My day gone

Just reached home not long ago=my day is gone. Oh! It's not my day. I flunk my test and I missed my footings on the escalator.. Stupid me trying to catch the train when I am actually early.
I am supposed to do my readings and maths tutorial today.. But I have no energy and time to do!!! I've got tuition later! So after I ended lesson and test at 1030, I went down to find mama. She went to the doctor and had to do a minor surgery for some tests. Try taking the train from boon lay to orchard on the red line; my buttocks hurt so much before I even reach. The whole wait wait wait and I was with my philosophy book and not my ds. What's happening to me?? I am kind of very tired with life.. There is always never ending assignments.. Tata~ Off to rest before tuition..

I am forgotten

I got the importance of me, so I am forgotten, I can feel the difference. Maybe sometimes I just think too much and expect too much. I shall not be jealous. Thanks a million to mel for allowing me to complain. I am stress!! I hate to study things which I don't understand a single thing and I have to be tested on it!! Something happy to share, xiao le & hu ya is back in bbt! Happy!! Both I like! Thanks to xiao wei for telling me.. Tata~ Off to mug a useless mug..


虎牙&小乐

Photos

Raining raining.. It's so fun at my block when it rains. You can just hear people shouting out of their windows, telling others to take in their laundry. Thanks to my helpful aunt(dad's cousin) who will always shout down to our unit when she notices that our laundry is still outside. I am still lazy to blog.. So no story telling yet, but some photos.. Tata~ I have a maths quiz coming and I don't know a single thing and I still have super many assignments to complete!! Help!~!! Freaking out...

Went AMK hub subway to chat & eat with mel & shawn last thurs.. Mel took this random photo. (Thanks for traveling all the way and thanks mel for the cookie.)


Nice desserts at Island Creamery with S71 last sun.. (Thanks to Jason for bringing us there.)



My 2nd teacher's day pressie.. (Thanks to my student..)


I saw this funny tissue of dad's..

I am busy

E-learning, e-learning, E-LEARNING!!!! Why e-learning for only one subject a week?!! We still have to go to school for lessons and still have to come home and do tonnes of homework in front of the com.... I have 2 subjects of e-learning to do this week. I am super tired and one of them is due tomorrow. I am really slacking too much.. But I am sleepy.. I shall do later in the late afternoon. (Lucky no tuition later, but I so feel like going shopping..)

Updates? I am lazy to recall.. So will talk about them when I'm in the mood. Watched lollipop 2nd batch of guys. Why xiao hu's back but not xiao le.. =( Some of them are good looking though, and older than me.. Haha.. I still miss the 1st batch of lollipop.. Zzzzzz... Off to a little nap..

Big meal

I had a great dinner just now, don't know why daddy order so much food, my stomach's bloated!! We are supposed to cut down on expenses.. A little conversation to share:
妹妹：啊！爸爸你衣服有虫！
爸爸走开去买东西，回来后，
妹妹：啊！爸爸为什么那个虫这么喜欢你？！它又在你的衣服。
姐姐：是他没有弄掉啦。
爸爸：我一直背它来背它去类。。 -_-"

Tata~ I love lollipop..

I am wasting my time

So i have a quiz coming up tomorrow morning and I have not prepare for it. OMG! Haha.. Okie. Stay clam. I'll mug later.


So went to watch 4bia with my cousins yesterday. I got a little frighten by some scenes as they link my thoughts to scary stuffs. Overall the show was ok, as my cousin said, no plot. It just meant to be a horror movie to scare you everytime, so you want watch something with a story, don't watch 4bia. You want to be frighten, you can watch it. Haha..

So after movies we went to grandma's house. I did a mistake which made me quite guilty. I off the main switch and forgot my cousin was using the electricity for his laptop. He didn't save his work. But lucky he managed to recover it, if not i'll be super guilty.

Xiao wei came up to my house yesterday too.. She didn't bring her keys and was waiting for help. We chat a bit. Hope she can really 加油 and do her best. 先苦后甜!

The movie tix with my name?? (ha.)


Freshman Day. (Me in freshman gown)


Raining heavily yesterday. (Can't see the buildings.)


Tata~ I'm off to relax a bit before I mug a bit..

I am such a failure

I came across this show yesterday and watch it. It's super nice! You should watch it. There are 2 versions. The movie and drama one. The drama version will only end their telecast in Japan I think in Sep.

I don't know if I am such a failure friend or what. Friends just don't feel like sharing things with me.. I need time to think what kind of friend I really am.. Tata~

I am super sad

OMG!! I am super sad!! How can my lollipop graduate?? My batteries are gone and how am I going to survive without them?? All the best my lollipop.. Hope to see you all soon..

I wanna get well

The portal is down again for don't know whatever reasons.. I can't do anything!! Shit! Why it must be so high technology? No no, it should be: why must it be so high technology+lack? Zzzzz..

So I went for my medical check-up today, after that went shopping around bugis with mama. She wanted to watch her 4.30 show, so we had to come back early, but it's good for me also, super tired with the super early lectures and super long journeys. Everything is fine, but I didn't get to spend any money. Ha.

Updates.. Since MOE going to provide me with notebook next year, me and my sis decided to combine our sponsorship and buy one com.. It's pink!! It's almost a week old. I am not slow, but I was like sick again at the start of this week. I still owe my student 15mins of lessons as I was too sick to continue on mon. My gastric is still giving me problems. I hope I can get fully healthy soon. Using com at my sis room is super nice, you can have the TV on at the same time. (Super waste electricity. Go Green!) Tata~ off to watch lollipop...

The power of LOVE

Arghhhh... 2nd doctor visitation in the 2nd week of school. OMG.. My cough is getting nowhere better but somewhere worse. Calling all males, I need the power of LOVE!! Haha.. There seems to be no motivation for me to go to school. Just lessons and more lessons, tutorials and more tutorials and projects and more projects.. 加油！加油！加油！I'm off to printing notes.. No time to watch lollipop... Sob.. Date me for weekends! I'm free & I need a break.. Tata~

Ms Fun's wedding & visiting kids

So, as planned, I went back to visit my babies with Sharleen.. Sandra, Sylvia and Steffi cut their hair short! Cute little Steffi actually ask if I still remember her. OF course! I only left like less than a month ago, how can I forget everyone, especially my Steffi. Same old things for them, Venice & Vanessa still stick together and Kai Ning & Kai Wen still don't stuck at all.. I am happy spending some time with them. I do hope I can go back once a week as some of them suggest. But time just don't allow, I will visit them again soon.. Oh ya, not forgetting, I attended Ms Fun's wedding yesterday, marking my first ever Christian wedding.. I am really happy I am invited and I attended, sharing their love and joy. Ms Fun actually put my early wedding gift (purple precious moments box) on the reception table. Super touched when I saw it! View photos of the wedding at MySpace. Tata~ I need to complete my tutorials.. Arghh.. Happy times are short..

Ms Fun & Hubby.. (her hubby is super nice-man)


My Amanda.. (I always tell sis that she looks like the 200 pound beauty girl)

Shopping

I saw JiaYi at square2.. This is the first time I saw my student (from student care), and she actually wave and smile to me.. (The other times were I saw Cecilia & Valere busy quarreling at J8 and Joey also at J8.) Yups. So I went shopping with mama to get a new pair of jeans. (Quite pissed with NIE's dress code. I wanna wear shorts!!) I am still sick. First time I went shopping and I was so lazy to shop.. I think the antibiotics really weakens my body.. I wanna get well soon!!! Anyway, Happy National Day.. I am tired.. tata~

Down with bad sore throat

I am down with a bad sore throat. It all started on Monday. I was feeling a pain in my throat, tues it got worse and I had tuition, so it got worser. It was so bad that I did not get to sleep well that night. So I quickly rushed home to visit the doctor after school yesterday. It seems to get better after medication, but it got worse again after tuition just now.. Arghhhhh.. God save me.. Tata~

Contact lens

Rah rah rah.. So i started orientation and school and went missing?? Haha. NO! I was just too lazy to blog and my house com is down, so I have to like see my younger sis's black face when using her com. STRESS! Hopefully by mon we can get a new com. O ya. MOE may be sponsoring all teacher students with laptops. But all will only be confirm early next year. So right now is 等等等等.. I am still trying to get used to the new school style which I still couldn't find anyone with similar breaks.. First day of school and I cracked a joke. I wore my contact lens wrong side!! Can you believe how dumb I can be.. Everything has been fine. Still working hard on school and long traveling hours.. Tata~

COMPLAIN!!

Art work by my kids..


Random, Mama & sis act cool..


Donuts I bought on Sunday..


Complain 1:
If you are pissed, don't talk to me and piss me off too! I HATE it! Out off a sudden, a person just come to me and give me attitude.
Complain 2:
I really spent big bucks over the weekend. I am not rich! I spent an hour with kids just to earn that 7 bucks and I still have to pay for my CPF. Think twice before you cheat me to some expensive place. I regret I didn't ask..

Second no work day, it feels so weird and I am also worried about school. I really miss my kids.. I really really want to go back and spend time with them, though at times it's really quite tiring, but at least there are people who really treat you with a pure & sincere heart.. Kids, you are all my strengths for my new long journey into world of books.. Ms fun, ms shirley & ms liu, I miss working with you too.. Tata~ going to shower..

A sad entry

So, yesterday was my last day of work. When I left the centre, there was not much difference. Just going home from another work day. I had dinner and came home to read my millions of "I miss you". I cried badly and realised it will be a different tomorrow. I will not get to spend my days with my lovely kids anymore. I promised I'll sure get back to visit you all my babies. Thanks for all the cards, notes, gifts, hugs & kisses. You are the ones who make my days, you are the ones who bring my smiles & laughters during the past 2 months. I hope you will all study hard. All the best~

Why so tired??

I've been working for at least 12 hours for the past 2 days. Sometimes I wonder what I worked so hard for.. I am really tired, mentally and physically. Even in my dreams, I am working. I just dream all about work when I sleep at nights.. Anyway, I shall just work hard for these remaining 6 days. I'll be going back to study soon.. Full of worries.. Tata~

I'm lazy!!

I'm super lazy again.. So I shall do photo story again. Working life has been fine, I'll be ending my work soon and get back into studies. (With a whole chain of orientation & ice-breaking again.. ) Friday was dearest mama's birthday. Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday too to shawn & ttc. (4th july & 5th july) Have a safe journey back home flower. Hope when you come back, you'll have more time, or all your time to me..

Sweet sweet mama & papa (Actually it's already not raining anymore. =X)


Met up with ling on wed. Thanks a lot ling, your pills are always with me.


Art of living for the past week.

Will be doing this for art of living tomorrow..


Went to my neighbour's engagement just now. A little gift I received. (She's my malay neighbour cum ex-schoolmate, same age.)