我快崩溃了！

Photos photos!!


Raw food for thoughts~


My great work! =D

Do we look alike?


Self-shots


Lack of colour pigment cockroach & wasted food..


Touty's birthday celebration on yy's birthday.. ;)

这个星期是假期，可是我呆会儿还得回学校，到底是什么假期吗？！！我的心里有许多不愉快和害怕。她根本不知道我的想法，我决定不再管她了。是！我宣布我放弃了！另外，有很多功课在等着我，六天已经浪费掉了，我不知道还要浪费掉几天。我快受不了了，要这么把自己陷入功课呢？

Happy Birthday Ling!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest ling!!! Haha. Had fun with you guys yesterday~ Ling, next year I must send my wishes all the way to Norway le, thinking of this I am starting to miss you. So we must meet up more often k, not 5 times per year.. Enjoy your day wor..

View more photos at myspace..

Fire fire

Another round of fire, this time is at my block, directly above my flat, the 10th storey. The fire happened in the afternoon and now they are still busy clearing the burnt stuffs. Heard it was a very big fire, I was in school. But I can smell all the burnt smell in the lift. Because they used the lift to transport all the burnt stuffs down. Ok. Enough of fire, if you want to know more about it, read the newspaper..
Not to kill two caring friends with suspense, I shall share with everyone my "joke". Yesterday, my tuition was well over, but my student had not finish his homework still. So I told him to check with his school teacher the remaining two questions as my brain was filled with "going home" and could not think of any solutions. He asked his mum in, and I ended up having a discussion with the mum on the solutions. OMG! It's maths, something I should be good in. But I cannot even solve simple primary 4 questions. I think his mum is going to sack me soon. (I don't have to think if I should quit tuition to have extra time to concentrate on my studies.) The questions are too simple for me to solve!! Help!! I am such a failure and I felt so bad, not being able to help my student when it was my job..
Arggghghhhh!! Enough of that, happy thing is lollipop going back bbt for today's show. Can't wait to watch it tomorrow. My favourite lollipop!!! Tata~ I still have to go back to school on recess week.. Zzzzz.....

My day gone

Just reached home not long ago=my day is gone. Oh! It's not my day. I flunk my test and I missed my footings on the escalator.. Stupid me trying to catch the train when I am actually early.
I am supposed to do my readings and maths tutorial today.. But I have no energy and time to do!!! I've got tuition later! So after I ended lesson and test at 1030, I went down to find mama. She went to the doctor and had to do a minor surgery for some tests. Try taking the train from boon lay to orchard on the red line; my buttocks hurt so much before I even reach. The whole wait wait wait and I was with my philosophy book and not my ds. What's happening to me?? I am kind of very tired with life.. There is always never ending assignments.. Tata~ Off to rest before tuition..

I am forgotten

I got the importance of me, so I am forgotten, I can feel the difference. Maybe sometimes I just think too much and expect too much. I shall not be jealous. Thanks a million to mel for allowing me to complain. I am stress!! I hate to study things which I don't understand a single thing and I have to be tested on it!! Something happy to share, xiao le & hu ya is back in bbt! Happy!! Both I like! Thanks to xiao wei for telling me.. Tata~ Off to mug a useless mug..


虎牙&小乐

Photos

Raining raining.. It's so fun at my block when it rains. You can just hear people shouting out of their windows, telling others to take in their laundry. Thanks to my helpful aunt(dad's cousin) who will always shout down to our unit when she notices that our laundry is still outside. I am still lazy to blog.. So no story telling yet, but some photos.. Tata~ I have a maths quiz coming and I don't know a single thing and I still have super many assignments to complete!! Help!~!! Freaking out...

Went AMK hub subway to chat & eat with mel & shawn last thurs.. Mel took this random photo. (Thanks for traveling all the way and thanks mel for the cookie.)


Nice desserts at Island Creamery with S71 last sun.. (Thanks to Jason for bringing us there.)



My 2nd teacher's day pressie.. (Thanks to my student..)


I saw this funny tissue of dad's..

I am busy

E-learning, e-learning, E-LEARNING!!!! Why e-learning for only one subject a week?!! We still have to go to school for lessons and still have to come home and do tonnes of homework in front of the com.... I have 2 subjects of e-learning to do this week. I am super tired and one of them is due tomorrow. I am really slacking too much.. But I am sleepy.. I shall do later in the late afternoon. (Lucky no tuition later, but I so feel like going shopping..)

Updates? I am lazy to recall.. So will talk about them when I'm in the mood. Watched lollipop 2nd batch of guys. Why xiao hu's back but not xiao le.. =( Some of them are good looking though, and older than me.. Haha.. I still miss the 1st batch of lollipop.. Zzzzzz... Off to a little nap..

Big meal

I had a great dinner just now, don't know why daddy order so much food, my stomach's bloated!! We are supposed to cut down on expenses.. A little conversation to share:
妹妹：啊！爸爸你衣服有虫！
爸爸走开去买东西，回来后，
妹妹：啊！爸爸为什么那个虫这么喜欢你？！它又在你的衣服。
姐姐：是他没有弄掉啦。
爸爸：我一直背它来背它去类。。 -_-"

Tata~ I love lollipop..

I am wasting my time

So i have a quiz coming up tomorrow morning and I have not prepare for it. OMG! Haha.. Okie. Stay clam. I'll mug later.


So went to watch 4bia with my cousins yesterday. I got a little frighten by some scenes as they link my thoughts to scary stuffs. Overall the show was ok, as my cousin said, no plot. It just meant to be a horror movie to scare you everytime, so you want watch something with a story, don't watch 4bia. You want to be frighten, you can watch it. Haha..

So after movies we went to grandma's house. I did a mistake which made me quite guilty. I off the main switch and forgot my cousin was using the electricity for his laptop. He didn't save his work. But lucky he managed to recover it, if not i'll be super guilty.

Xiao wei came up to my house yesterday too.. She didn't bring her keys and was waiting for help. We chat a bit. Hope she can really 加油 and do her best. 先苦后甜!

The movie tix with my name?? (ha.)


Freshman Day. (Me in freshman gown)


Raining heavily yesterday. (Can't see the buildings.)


Tata~ I'm off to relax a bit before I mug a bit..

I am such a failure

I came across this show yesterday and watch it. It's super nice! You should watch it. There are 2 versions. The movie and drama one. The drama version will only end their telecast in Japan I think in Sep.

I don't know if I am such a failure friend or what. Friends just don't feel like sharing things with me.. I need time to think what kind of friend I really am.. Tata~

I am super sad

OMG!! I am super sad!! How can my lollipop graduate?? My batteries are gone and how am I going to survive without them?? All the best my lollipop.. Hope to see you all soon..

I wanna get well

The portal is down again for don't know whatever reasons.. I can't do anything!! Shit! Why it must be so high technology? No no, it should be: why must it be so high technology+lack? Zzzzz..

So I went for my medical check-up today, after that went shopping around bugis with mama. She wanted to watch her 4.30 show, so we had to come back early, but it's good for me also, super tired with the super early lectures and super long journeys. Everything is fine, but I didn't get to spend any money. Ha.

Updates.. Since MOE going to provide me with notebook next year, me and my sis decided to combine our sponsorship and buy one com.. It's pink!! It's almost a week old. I am not slow, but I was like sick again at the start of this week. I still owe my student 15mins of lessons as I was too sick to continue on mon. My gastric is still giving me problems. I hope I can get fully healthy soon. Using com at my sis room is super nice, you can have the TV on at the same time. (Super waste electricity. Go Green!) Tata~ off to watch lollipop...

The power of LOVE

Arghhhh... 2nd doctor visitation in the 2nd week of school. OMG.. My cough is getting nowhere better but somewhere worse. Calling all males, I need the power of LOVE!! Haha.. There seems to be no motivation for me to go to school. Just lessons and more lessons, tutorials and more tutorials and projects and more projects.. 加油！加油！加油！I'm off to printing notes.. No time to watch lollipop... Sob.. Date me for weekends! I'm free & I need a break.. Tata~

Ms Fun's wedding & visiting kids

So, as planned, I went back to visit my babies with Sharleen.. Sandra, Sylvia and Steffi cut their hair short! Cute little Steffi actually ask if I still remember her. OF course! I only left like less than a month ago, how can I forget everyone, especially my Steffi. Same old things for them, Venice & Vanessa still stick together and Kai Ning & Kai Wen still don't stuck at all.. I am happy spending some time with them. I do hope I can go back once a week as some of them suggest. But time just don't allow, I will visit them again soon.. Oh ya, not forgetting, I attended Ms Fun's wedding yesterday, marking my first ever Christian wedding.. I am really happy I am invited and I attended, sharing their love and joy. Ms Fun actually put my early wedding gift (purple precious moments box) on the reception table. Super touched when I saw it! View photos of the wedding at MySpace. Tata~ I need to complete my tutorials.. Arghh.. Happy times are short..

Ms Fun & Hubby.. (her hubby is super nice-man)


My Amanda.. (I always tell sis that she looks like the 200 pound beauty girl)

Shopping

I saw JiaYi at square2.. This is the first time I saw my student (from student care), and she actually wave and smile to me.. (The other times were I saw Cecilia & Valere busy quarreling at J8 and Joey also at J8.) Yups. So I went shopping with mama to get a new pair of jeans. (Quite pissed with NIE's dress code. I wanna wear shorts!!) I am still sick. First time I went shopping and I was so lazy to shop.. I think the antibiotics really weakens my body.. I wanna get well soon!!! Anyway, Happy National Day.. I am tired.. tata~

Down with bad sore throat

I am down with a bad sore throat. It all started on Monday. I was feeling a pain in my throat, tues it got worse and I had tuition, so it got worser. It was so bad that I did not get to sleep well that night. So I quickly rushed home to visit the doctor after school yesterday. It seems to get better after medication, but it got worse again after tuition just now.. Arghhhhh.. God save me.. Tata~

Contact lens

Rah rah rah.. So i started orientation and school and went missing?? Haha. NO! I was just too lazy to blog and my house com is down, so I have to like see my younger sis's black face when using her com. STRESS! Hopefully by mon we can get a new com. O ya. MOE may be sponsoring all teacher students with laptops. But all will only be confirm early next year. So right now is 等等等等.. I am still trying to get used to the new school style which I still couldn't find anyone with similar breaks.. First day of school and I cracked a joke. I wore my contact lens wrong side!! Can you believe how dumb I can be.. Everything has been fine. Still working hard on school and long traveling hours.. Tata~

COMPLAIN!!

Art work by my kids..


Random, Mama & sis act cool..


Donuts I bought on Sunday..


Complain 1:
If you are pissed, don't talk to me and piss me off too! I HATE it! Out off a sudden, a person just come to me and give me attitude.
Complain 2:
I really spent big bucks over the weekend. I am not rich! I spent an hour with kids just to earn that 7 bucks and I still have to pay for my CPF. Think twice before you cheat me to some expensive place. I regret I didn't ask..

Second no work day, it feels so weird and I am also worried about school. I really miss my kids.. I really really want to go back and spend time with them, though at times it's really quite tiring, but at least there are people who really treat you with a pure & sincere heart.. Kids, you are all my strengths for my new long journey into world of books.. Ms fun, ms shirley & ms liu, I miss working with you too.. Tata~ going to shower..

A sad entry

So, yesterday was my last day of work. When I left the centre, there was not much difference. Just going home from another work day. I had dinner and came home to read my millions of "I miss you". I cried badly and realised it will be a different tomorrow. I will not get to spend my days with my lovely kids anymore. I promised I'll sure get back to visit you all my babies. Thanks for all the cards, notes, gifts, hugs & kisses. You are the ones who make my days, you are the ones who bring my smiles & laughters during the past 2 months. I hope you will all study hard. All the best~

Why so tired??

I've been working for at least 12 hours for the past 2 days. Sometimes I wonder what I worked so hard for.. I am really tired, mentally and physically. Even in my dreams, I am working. I just dream all about work when I sleep at nights.. Anyway, I shall just work hard for these remaining 6 days. I'll be going back to study soon.. Full of worries.. Tata~

I'm lazy!!

I'm super lazy again.. So I shall do photo story again. Working life has been fine, I'll be ending my work soon and get back into studies. (With a whole chain of orientation & ice-breaking again.. ) Friday was dearest mama's birthday. Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday too to shawn & ttc. (4th july & 5th july) Have a safe journey back home flower. Hope when you come back, you'll have more time, or all your time to me..

Sweet sweet mama & papa (Actually it's already not raining anymore. =X)


Met up with ling on wed. Thanks a lot ling, your pills are always with me.


Art of living for the past week.

Will be doing this for art of living tomorrow..


Went to my neighbour's engagement just now. A little gift I received. (She's my malay neighbour cum ex-schoolmate, same age.)

I'm tired!

Spent another boring day at grandma's house. I like spending time with my cousins, but, I just can say that sometimes there's really nothing for me to do there, I just rot while time passed by. I am super tired, especially thinking that it'll be another long working week starting tomorrow. I just feel like quitting my job and go shopping everyday. =X

Someone is rushing me off her computer. I'm off to shower & sleep. Sorry if I don't reply your sms at times. My card balance is low & just had time yesterday to purchase the top-up card. Tata~ She's unhappy. She just want her computer back right this minute!

Farewell Ms Michelle

On my way rushing to work and received this sweet message from my dearest, I know it's a good day! Got this sms from dor. (Welcome! So glad to know that someone like my hard work. =D)

Today is Ms Michelle's last work day. She'd resigned to take care of her son. All the best to her, although only a month spent with her, I know she's really a very good teacher. She'll be a good mummy too.

I'm tired. Tata~

Updates updates!!!

I think it's time I wake up my sleeping blog!! Let's talk about my busy last week, the last week of school holidays. So I had to work everyday, plus tuition on mon & wed, plus chalet on fri & sat. My student was sick on mon, so a great relieve for me as I can stop my rushing halfway. Wed was TIRED!! I end my work at 7 and had to rush to tuition, not a single bus in sight & when there was at last a bus, it didn't stop as it was full! I was 20 mins late for tuition, after I ran for a distance to my tuition place from the bus stop! Thurs was a long day as we went to farm mart & it was the 9-7 shift for me. Fri, OMG! I had to work till 4.15 while others were enjoying at the chalet. So I rushed down after work and reached at 6 plus. I was too tired to enjoy, but was happy that I got to spend time with my cousins. So back to rushing again on sat. It was my student care family day. I was 30 mins late as I took the wrong bus. I enjoyed family day and was really touched with the little surprise from Ms Fun. I had a little gift.. =D Sun, had a little gathering at fish & co. Gerald, calvin, ttc, 2t, shawn, mervin, mel, flower were there. We had a nice little catching up, the guys (exp. Mervin) went for movie after that, the rest (exp. 2t) went for shopping. I spent 50 plus bucks on that day!! But was happy that my ds revive with the new charger & I bought my 棒棒堂 DVD!! & I am proud to announce that I spent lesser than Mel though.. ;) I am like zombie at work for these two days.. Hope things will get better when the week end comes. I need sleep!!! Tata~

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day my dearest daddy.. Hehe. I made him a card. (Actually the card is made while working, coz the children got to make their fathers a card, so I joined in too..)

I am stressed! Last week of school holidays and I still have a certain things to plan and organise for the children, plus more my days are fully booked with stuffs!! I hope to enjoy the coming week. Thinking about tues briefing give me cramps~ Happy Father's Day to all fathers.. Tata~

I hate her

Who's the one who call and check the chalet's confirmation number?! Who's the one who try to update everyone about her work schedule, when she first get it, so that others know and can arrange the things to buy?! Who's the one who ask who's going to buy what and if 2nd aunt can prepare bee hoon?! You are the one who had programs everyday and could not confirm which day to purchase the stuffs! You are the one who didn't tell me anything and just plan with the others! You are th one who didn't listen to me why I cannot help! You are the one who always say that I am not helping when there are lots others who didn't help at all and you never tell me anything! I hate you. You've changed..

I survived unlucky day

I survived Friday the 13th! Haha.. Actually it's just another day, but another zombie day yesterday.. So sorry to dearest Dor to have zombies to celebrate birthday with you. Hee. So here comes the story. I didn't managed to sleep well the day before, had a bad headache yesterday. Arranged to meet dor, wei & wy for dinner, last minute ling came without her wallet.. We met to celebrate dor's belated birthday, as usual, very happy to meet up with the girls, though I was too tired to talk much.. =X We went to eat at somerset, then walk all the way down to ps, followed by suntec to the Singapore flyer.. (Wonder why the torture when we were all so tired after work..) After that we took bus to bishan. Went past so many shopping centres and we didn't even went into any for shopping.. I wanna go shopping!! That's my yesterday.. I shall go shopping.. tata~

Happy Birthday My Dearest Friend

Happy 20th Birthday Dorcas! Haha.. At last you're 20. May all your wishes come true ya~ & love you lots!!

I am here to update..

Hihihihihi... I am here for updates..

05/06/2008
Went for excursion with the students. They really performed very well at Highpoint. The cleaning up was a bit disaster with the primary twos, but overall was fine. We had lunch at Bedok interchange & went for door knocking to give out bread of life. Met with a little incident, where a "crazy man" slam his door and shouted nasty words. Little Michelle was shocked to tears and everyone, my primary twos & some of the primary fours were scared too.. So we took the stairs down, all the way from 12th storey to the 1st storey. My brave little angels were all fine. We all had lots of fun during the games at Bedok reservoir. That ends my tiring day~

06/06/2008
We had pasar malam, stalls opened by the little angels. I had two wonderful massage, nail polish, colourings & two exchange items. Thanks to Aigner for buying the stuffed toy car, donated by Kah Huey, for me. The only stall I didn't dare to try was the hair salon. They had cute hairstyles for all the other teachers, but I must say that their skills were good.

I am now preparing some stuffs for work, rainy day=sleepy day. We will be going out fir dinner tonight. Happy~ Tata~ Can't wait for lollipop DVD which was released at Taiwan yesterday.

Some photos to share..
Just out from the hair salon (Audrey & Kai Ning)


Giant vs dwarf (Hui Sheng & Clarice)

吃自己

Eat myself eat myself eat myself.. ROAR!!! I haven't got my last month's pay.. It's almost one week into June.. Hmm.. A number of things happened, but i am super lazy to blog now. Will see how's my mood tomorrow & decide whether you have the honour to know the stories.. & I haven't post my Bangkok photos.. Raaaaaaa.. I am lazy. I just wanna see 棒棒堂 & 棒棒堂 only.. Tata~

Who created "if"

I wondered who is the person who created "if". If there is no if, things will not be so complicated. If there is no if, things will not be worsen. But why am I contradicting myself by using all the "if" when I don't want them to exist? I don't know, if only things are better, I will not be so stress.. I have to work from 3-7pm later.. Tired. & one reminder, don't laugh at people, you will get the same situation as them. Haha. Sorry I "laughed" at you yesterday Adeline. I have to work today.. =( Who to accompany me for lunch?? I am all alone at home.. Mummy went help grandma, they going pray great-grandma. It has been a long time since I went the temple.. Tata~

Two consecutive mistakes

I went to the library alone just now, on the way back, something caused me double guilty. Remembered the last time Shawn accompanied me walk home from the library, I am so super sorry that I was not in the mood to join him for dinner tonight and I was quite last minute in letting him know. =X
I am super down today, I think it's just not my day. Two consecutive mistakes at work, I seriously think my supervisor is very unhappy with me. I am lost to my smart assumptions. Thinking back, I really regret on the things I have done. I hope to be like the other teachers, they are always so professional in handling everything. I know I am still learning, but the things which happened really make me think and suspect, is this really the road that I want and will I really walk well in this road? I loathes people who call me teacher.. Hope things will get better.. I will work extra hard to achieve targets. Tata~ Monday Blues... I hope it didn't happen this way.

I am crazy over lollipop!!

我爱棒棒堂！！ OMG!! They are really coming to Singapore.. Haha.. My everyday cravings for their shows, & now they are coming to Singapore. Hope I'll be able to catch them.. I'm going to try my luck.. If I win, I'll bring wei along.. =D


I can't wait for 棒棒堂梦想出发闪耀小巨蛋演唱会DVD too.. Hope it faster faster come on sale in Singapore.. Tata~