Normal timing

Day 1: trying to switch back to normal life timing. It means less work done and at a slower pace. But I wana lead a normal life.

Mission failed

Mission failed. Took the wrong step and was so happy over just a little reward. Today, 我再次退缩了.

Day 4

I broke the rules today. Have been thinking whole night whether if I should give it to you. At last, I am defeated. Your message of thanks did make me happy. Wanted to continue talking to you. But I must stop & we are both busy too. Wanted to talk to you badly now because of all the match making they are doing for me. Should I? Since I already broke the rules? Day 4: I totally failed.

Day 3

Saw you here and there today. But I did not get a chance to speak to you. You called me when I was busy, so I did not get to reply you. Bought 凉茶 for the sick friend but all I thought of is you. I quit Day 3: I need to work harder.

Day 2

Decided to go with the theme of black and white today. Didn't get to see you in the morning. & was surprised that you were wearing black. Tried to look for you when I didn't see you and I had funny thoughts all day, thinking where I'll meet you & get a chance to talk to you. Helpless. This is not helping at all. I quit Day 2: I'll do better tomorrow.